Dirt over your name
Worms eating you away
Impulsive I was
Hoping for the littlest sparkle
Naïve  I was to think that the unfit would fill her way in
My poor judgement
I pity not myself anymore nor you

A letter to the unfit
Favor amongst your desires
Bring you blessings above all other blessings
I seek not time of tribulations for you
I hate you no longer
The mistakes aren't mistakes but written scripts that needed to be executed

You're free
You're free amongst your goals
What you deserve
I hope nothing more but the best
A letter to the unfit

An outstanding fault turned into something that was promised
before our very existence to happen

I love you not the same as before but through your happiness I love you


Blesseth be you who reads this
A letter to the unfit

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Years of regrets
Drowning me in my sleep
Preventing me from moving
I'm missing something that'll never be rightfully mine.
Years of self torture
Self pity
Now I awake with carvings of my holy death set me free
Set me free for all the hours it'll take to rid this lost
Rid me of my desires
I find my lost in others but it's never the same
Touches
Tears
Breath
Words
Stubbornness
Compassion
Jolly faces happy to see me at ease from labor
All the days and nights blink at me in my face
She's not here
She won't be here
I find her often but she's not mine
I worry her no more  
I'm consumed by emptiness  
Rid me of the memories of her
Set me a new life so I can make it better next time around

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I'm not what you need
only what you can use
Long conversations within the night
Touches with passionate kisses
Acceptive of your differences
Playing innocent
The easiest for you
I'm not what you what you want
Only what you're borrowing from the next
Pieces of lost happiness channeling your mind
Tight hugs that tell you a story of what shouldn't be lost
Long walks on the beach to make time go by quicker
I'm never going to be what you need
No sense in lying within a bed of lies to wake up
Convincing yourself that just maybe...ONE DAY....
ONE DAY
He can be the one to fill the empty space
I'm not what you're seeking or speaking of
Sorry
I'll play dumb for myself not you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Night wrapped in night
came to take me
my bones shattered
my vessel was cast away
Day wrapped in day
Awakened me
I've became whole
A new breath
A new beginning
New opportunities

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Don't know who awaits me in the corner
Behind the door
in the bushes
But most certainly they'll be loved
Most certainly they'll have my soul in their hands having me as their puppet
My strings will be unbreakable
As long as I'm cared for with diligence
I won't lose my value
I'll be more than the coins in their pockets
I'll be their token
Don't know who awaits me in the fog
But when they find me they'll never desire any chances of losing me
They'll hold me captive in their heart without a time frame
I'll be apart of their wasted youth
Their daily returns
I'll be apart of who they are or will become
They'll love me with everything that makes them who they are
They'll know that they've loved me before I came to exist

By: Leory Santana Dawn

A lie  was told
It's free for them
Others spend years paying
To breath cost a lot just as well as sleeping
A lie that was told
We die as they strive to live forever robbing from the innocent, the poor, and the dead

They ****
They take
They lie
They destroy

While we're in ******* for such crimes
A free country
If only my laughter was heard
Where is this free country?

Our rules were founded by criminals
That's even more hilarious
We beg
Give our lives
Make many more sacrifices

They smile
It's a joke to them
A sick joke

A free country for them
We dwell in it

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Worshiping with a smile
There could never be another you
Elaine
Elaine
Seems to always come up in conversations
Worship away
Worship you
A time where time shouldn't exist
I wanna keep you forever
Forever a long time
But It'll be beautiful with you
Wonderful girl
You are wonderful

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Be careful
Come back as you left
No bruises
No death
Be careful
Come back with open arms
No sorrow
No headache
No bad tongue
Come back as you left
Don't let the rain catch you
Stay dry
No wet clothing smell
Don't let the unknown bring you back
To me dead

They'll call me crazy
I have no care for this realm
I'll find you on the other side with open arms
Cracking smiles
Tiny waterfalls from your eyes
I can sleep forever knowing that I'll find you in my dreams
They'll call me crazy for not being able to let you go
But I know where my happiness lies
I've promised to visit you every night
Now I'm promising to stay
I hate to see you're face turn with emptiness when I awake
I've made my decision



By: Leory Santana Dawn

I fancy you
Why can't you see?
Are my sacrifices not meaningful?
You look past my way whenever I admit I've fallen
Why can't you hear?
Are your ears stuffed with wax?
If so you must remove the residue
There's a resolution
A resolution that'll cause you to notice me
I'm tired of being invisible
I would lay my hand upon yours but I'm afraid you'll feel nothing
Is it all pointless?
Am I your mistake?
Am I my own mistake?
Don't answer
I don't wanna know the sad truth

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Blooming in the garden
So many life forms
So many flowers
My favorite of all blackthorns
Slow pacing in the garden
Windiest of the days and seasons
My favorite scene
My hands brushing against the plants I can't name
I listen to nature sing to me different songs
Crickets of the night
They came so early to sing me
A fine lady's lady bug resting on my shoulder
How thoughtful
Such beauty leaves me speechless
I get tongue tide

My skin crawls
I wanna peel myself
I wanna break free
My sadness is everlasting
Take me away
I scream
Take me where the sunlight doesn't hit
Take me where the rain never reaches
Dig me a whole deeper than six feet
Toss my body where people afraid to go at night
Take me away
Take me.... ( weeping in tears )
I just wanna disappear
I don't belong here
You ask me where's my place in the world
I'll tell you about a place where only the dead goes
I'll tell you where the worms live

By: Leory Santana Dawn

May I stare at you until dawn breaks?
I'm not talking about my name
I'm already broken
May I cherish you like God cherishes his creation?
I can't promise you that I'll love you like God but I'll come close enough
May I be the brightest star in sky that you've been looking at since you were a little girl and now you're grown?
I'll shine brighter than anything you've ever seen but I can't say that I'll be here forever as much as I would love to
May I perform Clark Gables famous kiss with you?
I can kiss in a style that you'll never forget
You'll forever feel my lips; wherever you go
May I walk with you  down the alley?
No I'm not talking about any alley but the alley where you'll walk with me as my wife

By: Leory Santana Dawn

We loved each other more through our mistakes

(To be continued)

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Thoughts are scattered
Words are lost
I rely on your existence
keep me at peace
My heart heavy
My body weightless
I only smile within your presence
My cup runneth over
My stomach full
Surely I have a vision to share with you
Darling
Darling with the sweetest heart

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Night sweat without slumber
We chased after our goals walking *****
Roads were dirt
Roads were muddy
Still I remember
We vowed to change the world
We broke our vows walking too tall
Laughing away the pain in black and white images
Nobody knew

Wives had no business
They stayed home
They knew nothing of the outside
Our pain was hidden from them
We were taught to be strong
Substitute our tears with smiles
We've lived through this
Seeing another day break in half

We build on top of historical grounds
Seeking immortality
Death was staring us in our face daily
We wanted to shape the future for those who will walk through life
Some lost their minds knowing death
Our strength was forgotten
Our souls were sold into shaping the future that we wouldn’t see
So many mistakes
So many memories collected
Nobody knew

We died offering everything to get nowhere
night sweats were adding up
102 years ago
I still remember
I could never forget
Though we've died
I've came back
I see our strength was wasted
Nobody knows hard work
Everything is too easy
Everything comes without effort
Take me back to 1915

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I assure you
I have no place here... anywhere (sigh)
I assure you I'm only in your mind as well as everybody

I'm only a forced imagnation
I bring to you the days you shall smile and the days you shall cry

You speak to trees not and everything else
Not me

By: Leory Santana Dawn

The broken is only fixed by those who are fixed

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Filled with light
Full of life
Her voice should be heard

She doesn't need pity
Only open ears
She needs to held

She stands in depression
I empathize
She soaks herself in the rain
camouflaging her tears
I take her
I take her inside

She has a voice that's needs to be heard
Behind her words
The loniness is displayed
Behind her tears
there's chaos

Her mind is beautiful
But troubled
I understand her meaning
I'm her open ears

By: Leory Santana Dawn

To give or take is an act of creation beyond the simple measures of life itself
Beauty is not in the world
but in thy eyes
We create an images of the world
making life beautiful
But if we open our eyes more
The truth is exposed

Beauty is only an illusion

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Don't go creeping in the Devils nest
I'll warn you now
I'll warn after
Don't glare in the Devils eyes; he'll tarnish you
Seeking the truth  
You are?

Forget it

He'll make his lies reality

By: Leory Santana Dawn

You're a starlight in the making
You shine
You shine so bright
If anybody doesn't notice you
I do

You move so swiftly
All my attention on you
Nothing else matters
Nobody can  come as close to having much meaning

You're a new definition
A living proof

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Your hands left my body
the pressure remained
Your kisses grow warmer
by time not counted
I can't keep up with you
I'll be right behind  

You cry in awe
Your wings were ripped
by past lovers
still you remain angelic
with open wounds

You think too much
You wanna fly with doves
I see you reaching for the sky
I'll make you wings
Don't go too far

You whisper in my ear
take me away
Where to?
The nearest cliff

I can still feel your breath
So angelic

I carry you through the miles
Our eyes meet
I beg for sadnes to leave  
don't  to cry anymore
You kiss away my lips

I can still feel the first kiss

By: Leory Santana Dawn

OUR SOULS ARE MOLDED DEEPLY IN OUR IMPERFECTION;
NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE...

Can't grasp perfection
It's like grabbing air

By: Leory Santana Dawn

To be continued

Light years; I've told myself that I'll find my way to you
I won't lose you
I'll keep you
I'll keep you forever

Centuries; I've told myself that I'll turn reality into a fairytale
cast a spell to be away with you
Away we shall go
Don't let the time slip away from us sweetheart
Don't let the clock beat you

Decades; I've told myself that I'll keep you close
Vain to vain as one
Our blood as one
I'll keep you close
I'll struggle with you through age

Years; I've told myself I should plan ahead of myself to make you mine
I'm still working on the beginnging
A love story in the making

Weeks; I've stayed up bringing life to my promises
I won't lie to you nor myself
I'll keep you

Days; I've counted the hours preparing myself to be your light in the dark
Guiding you towards something beautiful...

A possible chance of ( US )

By:Leory Santana Dawn

Will never count all of the ways that I love thee for that words could never put forth as much effort as action.
  
By: Leory Santana Dawn

The leaves may take season
while I grow in this hole wanting this to end
     A raining day may appear at any moment while I sit here wondering where did I go wrong
     The earth may rotate nonstop while I lose myself consistently to the things that I cannot control
God may look down upon me; crying as he did for all his other children... I will find myself apologizing for the hollow shell I've became
  When did I stop living ?

By: leory Santana Dawn

Her touches are like night reaching towards the light
Lips are her pilot reaching towards mine, I can only indulge in the art of us being united as one.

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I slept in the heat of your beauty
A desire that wasn't promised but chosen
Crossing my mind you rained from the heavens of thought.
You didn't **** me with violence but with a form of love and I died within your hands to be brought back to life just to be with you again.
Your preciousness kept me awake

A lost of  time
Another day; same path
There's no escape
Tears take the same route down the cheeks

Gravity grows stronger
A force by death
A force inevitable
Nothing can be done

Cut the string
let it go...
let the wind take it away

It's easier to give up oppose to trying

Cloudy mind and stormy with lightning
Where's faith when you need it?

Cut the string
Let it go...
There's freedom on the other side

Perhaps a brighter day with many more days following behind

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Waking up with the other side of the world
You're too hasty to get to where you're going please settle awhile.
Allow me to collect images of you in my head don't be so quick to leave soon.
  
A morning kiss will soothe my mind
If you just slow down for a second or two...
No minuets; seconds are too fragile in case you didn't know...
minuets seem to always last.

You move too quickly to get to nowhere
Don't hurt yourself trying to beat time darling

Stay still so I can inhale your scent
I don't wanna miss an inch of you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Postitioned in my sight of mind
I do liveth with the art of heart
Kissing in the mourning of brightness; the nightfall becomes the sweetest ever.

Guiding me by my wrist towards
You
Holding me so tightly with slight to be my piece of peace

I couldn't dare imagine such moments without thou near my right side. You'll only leave when time is broken, when the darkness in the day becomes forever

Eternal love
Eternal peace
Eternal youth
In this same time frame

Time on top of time I'll be sure to be with you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Wishing I knew the feeling of having you aside me on a cloudy day
rain on top of rain

I'm parched with your presence.
No escaping in mind
No escaping
My world folds

I've lived to dive in between your arms with a gentle breeze brushing against the tiny hairs on your neck. My precious limestone you are; the walking life in my existence you've came to be.

No telling in the time I'll crash
No space within my soul
My found soul no longer cold

Bring me to the day I'll wake up, my medium size hands touching my face, my breath getting heavier, and my heart skipping a beat

What a dream
What a dream
What a dream
You were

Too much to handle with my fantasy; your beautiful mind and feminism has over flooded  my mind with questions

Spear me I beg
Hear me

I'm full spiritually with hope that the day's will bring you back to me whole and not portions of my desires
No mind tricks from imagination

A one to love
A one to be loved
And a romantic death

I'll love you when those days become promising
I'll love you without the promising days

By: Leory Santana Dawn

In the night we lied beside each other
Kisses were sterling silver and time was no more just as space.
You took me all in space with your gentle hands that brushed upon my naked body. I inhaled the sweetness and sour sweat with a passion knowing that it was only right that I was beside you. I've came to realize my desire was you all along and I've tried to escape my fear; my fear that I was falling too fast for you. Like potion in the nightfall you swept me away...it was only beauty that blinded me not love

By: Leory Santana Dawn

The garden stays green with with my vains. My heart turned into a ruby; blood stone of love. I've seen the beauty within you while i was sleeping next to shaded moon and my tears swept the night by fast with your luck, love, and sympathy. I've sprung from the roots of creation just to be with you and yet you didn't know my attentions. Fantasy became you while soft tunes played in my head over and over again. When my lips pressed against yours time became limited and ceased within your control for that I knew my heaven was here and didn't wanna wake up so I decided to stay still with waters as they remained heavenly blue with your smile aside.

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Loving you with all the doubts that I wouldn't be able to see your empowering love and yet I'm left in this silence to soak. I've only dreamed of the remaining days to escape this casket world in hope that I'll make forth your happiness and desires. I'm now under the passing grey clouds. Taking my breath away for Gods sake you've done well; my heart is puncture by all the tiny things that are actually big now. I've only seen the the brightness in you that caused me to only hold memories of every shared experience in your light while I stayed awake in dark. My mind is poisoned by your willingness to despair, to escape, to challenge love, and to not form our our reality together. I'm too insane to actually consider that I wasn't sane in your bubbled world; where time appeared in your favor to break me in the half's that couldn't be seen by the naked eyes. You've pulled me away from death to make me live once more; the scenes that were repeated in my world kept me uplifted to a better thought that I'll approach my wish to be loved once in my life. I'm not ashamed to admit that I was captured by your faded personality; smiles that that cried sadness and pain, touches from you that felt like somebody needed to be touched with love, eye's that showed a soul escaping from it's flesh, and ears that needed to hear these words; " I love you ". Your blessing birth and existence I couldn't have been more happy to have met in the ages of darkness in my life. These approaching mornings I'll wake-up not aside you but in the emptiness of space where I'll picture your frame as if it was traced with burning charcoal. The timing on life is too hard to keep up with knowing that I'll be left in the middle of a blackhole only wanting to go back in time to relive those moments with you, those moments I've left my world to enter yours to be apart of you. My steps have became silent. I'm walking in the fog in prayer that I'll find my way back to you, I'm stumbling with glass shardes in my feet. My blood becoming thin as my heart give out to pump recycled blood with imprinted words; " I don't want to give up on you". Don't see me out the door. If all was done over again I'll only want you to open the door to allow me to step foot in your heart resumbling how things were before the bulb lost it's light. Age will beat me without hesitation and love will have it's calendar being missed. My soul will grow weak towards it's inevitable path. The winter breeze upon my heart will **** me off before my due date, a day and a date that I'll tell you; "I miss you, I miss your light in my life". I'm bottled by the shouting emptiness I'm bottled by the feeling of love I'm bottled by you.

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Falling in the depths of projected storylines; it all seemed too beautiful to comprehend.

My tongue was enslaved by butterflies and my lips were sealed by sap.

I didn't give it any thought while wondering on the rocky sphere chasing after the moon and the Sun as they took turns winning 24 hour races.

I've chanted the words that gave me a chance to look behind the illusions that blinded everybody else.

Our lives have became novels, our lives have been in shame far too long; we go so far in history just to be remembered for the beautiful things that were carried out in life.

I only ask that I'll be remembered for my soul wanting to love everybody.

My path is loaded with encounters... There's nothing that I can do.

By: Leory Sanatana Dawn

My bandages are wrapped tightly around my body; yet I feel the pain from every angle.

My cup overflowing with  disapproval, disappointment, and fear that is greater than hope.

I'm in panic to face my shadows in the sea. The sea that reaches hell in the matter of seconds that moves faster than earths time.

Pull me away...

Pull me by the hand and not my heart for that I'll lose the very thing that keeps me from giving up. Unrivaled by the killers that lie await in the darkness to take me apart.

please help me escape...

My skeleton is so fragile. I can still feel my feet walking towards other paths that'll lead me out of this darkness to meet my fate, my fate to change my dimmed light for something that'll sharpen my vision on life.

I'll pace myself clearly when the days are within the morning light to show me my guidance and when her lips are locked with mine; I'll think of nothing more than that beauty within the moment of peace.

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Dear love I've forgotten how to breathe
My light dimmed by the day
My life at its slowest...
Dear love I've forgotten how to cry out loud
I've forgotten who I am

How do you fill the hole in a heart
When the body is a hole itself?
Electrocute my soul to wake me up
Wake me up from my emptiness and I'll find that there's more emotiness while awake.

I'm convicted
Convicted of living the life that I don't desire but the life that was given in misery

I'm accompanied by false happiness
Given by the skeleton hands itself
With roses of death and pain

Empty my body where it stands from the morning until night because I can't find my breath
I can't breathe anymore but yet I'm alive within myself while my body moves

Capture me before I fall because grace hasn't found me

Interlaced with her existence
I'm defined by a new found love that sweeps me off the heavy grounds of life to only be lifted 50 feet higher from the surface.
There's more beauty in the world than I've actually expected; there's so much more through you than I've expected... I only want to wake up beside you when this year is over; when this year has closer to enter the next I'll be with you forever as I've promised myself.

Pardon my soul for I've came to realize that I'm entirely yours and yet a lone I'm still of lost world.

By: Leory Dawn

There was a mist within my heart
Like many mysteries to uncover under the shadows of the deep; A blissful moment within the depths of life...times mine

I kept you by the warmth of my skin as love became  a new definition to detail that brief story of falling in love with the woman that caught me by the hand and I stood bluntly with a smile

Each touch became lost in time making my body too weak to ease it's own pain with the blindness in my eyes I seen an angel I'll call my own; I soaked in sadness as I carried on the weight of losing you

Moonlight against my window hitting my face with the night as I wondered around in my thoughts that there will be something that I can do to bring you back within the silence of your soul and body

My tears won't swim as furthest as the sea
Holding pictures that'll become like the lost sea scroll

Hold...me....Just....
Just hold me

My pulses are slower; my blood rushing down on the edges of my spin with my veins contracted by force and fear that you will not come back physically but by dreams that seemed to be centuries on top of centuries

I kept you close...
Close as the night painted itself in the image of my world with a spec of light that led towards you

Only a step away that seems like forever
By: leory Santana Dawn

The night falls with clear skies
A breeze that rushes along the rushing cars
My hands swing aside my body
And wonder is this what growing kids turn into after birth; some grow into anything in the category of life.
Some may ******
Some may become hard workers
Some may become entertainers
Anything in life that has a label

Start off as Gods innocent creations to turn into Gods rebellion

Aging with time has no limit to death; as a single tear will fall for those who are lost ones

What have we've became of ourselves this raging time forgetting our values and decisions

My world spins within your twilight
Morning falling behind the sun couldn't possibly be any more beautiful without you.
Blooming with the desert I grew from the ground like a cactus taking me away within your thoughts, heart, and desires.
From birth things were already written that I'll become one with my other world that's instilled in you

By: leory Santana dawn

I'm without myself
But with an shadow of the future following behind my steps in life
Attached to my very exi it follows me throughout life with no feelings; but my physical body feels life rejection, happiness, and pain.

What does my shadow feel?

It doesn't even smile back at me.
It doesn't hug me.
It does nothing but follow me into death...

Signs of the failure
I'm too weak to even show the fear of the unexplained and unexpected; my very peace is in middle of nowhere and I've grown wary throughout each season to only get left for the things that are bound to happen.

I can't prevent
I can't stand aboard
I can no longer cry.........

I can only sleep and wake up to repeat the scenes from the other day as if  I'm under mind control and my soul continues to try to escape the guards to life.

To ease one's mind to ease your own in respect to the inevitable.

By: Leory Dawn

No...
I sit in the emptiness within my inner world wondering what's actually left of me to offer, to sacrifice, and to be used. My peace is not within this world but in the art of finding a chance to live.
Here I sit close to my death capturing the images that'll never escape my mind.
How  far is the drop where my body will lie and will it all end? As I expect it to...
Time overlaps
Different faces, voices, touches, and living souls have told me that there will be a day where I wouldn't see anymore falling tears from my eyes, heart breaking moments that would only make me think otherwise about not having hope.
Here I sit in my darkness capturing those words in my ears to only find out it was all a hoax, trickery to my own heart that God has bestowed upon me before my coming as God has wrote.

Did he not write about my happiness?
Did he not write about my peace?
Did he not write about my sanity?

I'm unwilling to find out...

I can only beg God for the mercy that he grants to those that are in a corner lonely within the thoughts of figuring out how to end misery, the destruction that reappear daily whenever I fall for the littlest thing such as time, hope, and prosperity.

Peace is death with nothing more to worry about other than which path to take after death...  Hell or heaven

I'm not sure about my decision, my path in which I'll take if not this day but another day would be in between the heavens and hells as I already live it being alive.

I might awaken to a better start
With nothing left to be said other than my dreams were chaotic but yet beautiful

By: Leory Dawn