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Laiba Aug 2020
Fat
Am I fat?
Why does she always hint out I am then
I'm loosing it
I wanna starve myself
But I know I can't
I want to be skinny so she stops
Laiba Aug 2020
It started of as a joke
Like a game gone wrong
But when i heard her cry
I knew there was somthing
Terribly wrong
Laiba Jul 2020
My heart is beating so fast
Fast like fast
Faster then fast
The  urge is to self harm
29/07/2020
Relapsed...
My heart beated fast
My mind acted fast
Officially relapsed after being clean for so many months and its all because i feel low I feel anxious I feel worthless
Laiba Jul 2020
Hello
Can you see me
Hello
Can you hear me
Because I can't
Laiba Jul 2020
It's all my fault
Its all my fault
The thoughts are running around in my head
Waiting for me to give up and just pick up the knife and end it goodbye
But I can't I wont because that's what he is wants me to do
Life is so so so hard
And I don't think I can do this anymore
So help me before I give up
Laiba Jul 2020
Today I wish I that life could give me back my mind
My sanity
I am loosing it
And I can't breathe
Laiba Jul 2020
“It's time for me to start listening to me,
The day has come to set myself free,
My head and my heart always at war
My head saying go, my heart shuts the door”
It's not our fault we are trapped
Its what society expects of us to not go out and shout
“They raised their hand and it should be the last”
Today you start following what your gut feeling tells you
Because today they may say they're sorry
Tomorrow they will say it to their grave
It doesn't matter if their first touched you in anger
It shouldn't be tolerated nor covered with a “they love me” statement
Let me clear once and for all
No matter what circumstances we are exposed to
This lockdown will not continue forever
But what will is the cycle of abuse
So pick up the phone and dial 999 when that fear consumes and your black and blue
You may be wondering why i used third person nouns instead of he/she
That is so you know domestic violence affects both male and female boy and girl
No matter the race, religion or ****** orientation..
Lockdown will not cause us to suffer in silence
Helplines are still here no matter what..
Take the courage now before it's too late..
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