I'm being murdered by time, I died in seconds.

I don't wanna seem so fragile so I cover
My pain with a smile im sure everyone can
See the seams
where I stitched up all the
Broken parts of me.
But im sorry, even with all stitched up pieces I
still
don't
Feel
                      complete.

I will not use a lovers words
when you leave
I missed you long ago
you left and did not know
you are no longer you
you took nothing
but my heart inside your coat
to store the ashes when you smoke
do not use a lovers words
when you return
i'm afraid you may choke.

K.W.

I rolled around my bed snuggling in my own wonders.

where is she and is she thinking of me.

once again im left alone with my thoughts
and food
one of them will be gone when you return
and one will cloud the room.

A good person is person who is good with no moral to it.

what will you think?
when you see the real me
will you feel ashamed because you
misconceived?  our lion hearts  and our unity
as gears in the web of your destruction

we stand together as an ocean in peace
with tides that have change to speak
and won't take no as an option.

Im just a cloud
Below the ocean blues.
Sitting in the sky,
Slowly dissolving
With you.

bird perched on a branch sang
the blues giving a beautiful tune
to his bad news
he cannot fly but
long as he can sing he'll
be perched on that oak tree
next to my room singing broken hearts
compared to broken wings
but healing the wound

Till now I wasn't sure if I ever loved anything.

I loved you.

Were all young
friday nights are filled with bottles
And bottles are emptied into our hollow naive vessels
And im drowning beneath it all
Trying grasp what little reality i have left
Than it's gone
Can I believe it's gone
I couldn't until I realized you went along. Leaving me alone to drown in my own mixture of ***** and friday nights.

Ive found love again
Im infected
Love sick
Im dying in your eyes
And aching in your smiles,
Because the butterflies
Won't sit still.

Does a subtle wind
Bring you chills
On this hot summers day
The nights are layered
In moon light
As I lie awake

Thinking of you.

Takes deep breath
Lacing my arms to create a nest on my desk
Tucking my face inside
Breathing slowly
Till each breath is half of the last.

Than sufficating under my own
Depression*.

I would tell you I believed in destiny
but I couldn't prove a thing
how did something so beautiful
find its way back to me.

K.W.

They dont think your beautiful.
She doesnt follow the trends.
Her friends are just shadows,
nothing more then a silhouettes.
Of knives that stick lies behind her back.

She is the sun, without her
there is no image.
I am just a man,
who doesn't wanna know beauty.
Because I smile every time the sun shines
and destroys all the shadows.

My heart is leaking, my heart is pouring out and I sit on the shore of it all. Tearing myself apart and skipping the pieces across
The ocean of its fluid hoping one day I drown entirely in my pain.

I can't find a feeling to describe
fear and confusion,
nor for my cold feet
or the warmth of fear in my gut.

You are a never ending path
Your love has guided me down
I don't worry if im lost
Only that im found
You are my love

I want you to myself.

I've tried everything
but not a single thing  
can fill the space you left
faintly killing me
I've written it all
but trash cans full of crumpled poetry wont
empty out these growing thoughts
surrounding friends don't understand
and the morning sunrise had lost its cost.
I stood there empty and watched you walk.

love is a song that has no lyrics.
we just dance along.
putting our hearts on the line,
as if nothing can go wrong.
In our minds nothing can
go wrong.
palm to palm tangled fingers,
kindled spirits.
hearts pounding,
guitar solo,high vocal,
rock & roll, acoustic formal.
Love is a song we can all
sing along to.

I never felt so alive, till the moment
I felt I could die.

I haven't heard from you in awhile
But you still cross my mind
I haven't spoken to you in awhile
But I bet you're doing just fine.

I try to fold my hope and
stuff it into my back pocket.
Leaving it with the closest
thing to change...

You painted everything around me
To comfort
But I can still feel the *******
That's covered.
You **** at lying the truth leaks
From beyond your words like a magician
With roses falling out his sleeves
And I am sick of pretending I dont see.

Love doesn't need a match
It only needs lust
I was caught in my own web
I knew this all along
You lied
I couldn't decide wether
To be naive again
Accept your unscheduled excuse
Fold it into truth
And leave it
Lying in the sun

" I don't love you "
Were the words he spoke
The fear of loneliness
Kept my head in the clouds
And my fridays
Hungover in beer
But you kept me with hope
And my lungs clear
Kept me off that slippery slop
And I thank you
But I don't love you
But " I need you here " were the words he said.

But you were the one who killed me.

I'm not what I used to be, a dreamer whose ambition for
writing was bigger then he can hold. Now I cant
even write about love.the type of love that makes your worries melt away
with the touch of two opposing hands breath taking poetical love
that men and women part seas to find.
I've lost that feel. I've lost the greatest gift, curiosity.
Curiosity like the feeling of wrapping paper on Christmas morning
as you find your name signed on decorative box.
i'm not what I used to be so ill end this here.
hope you understand I am not the dreamer I thought
I was i'm just a man stuck in a web of his own mind.

Do you remember when I walked to your house that summer?
It was vegas in july, and I wore a sweater,
I had a backpack full of tea and a mind full of last winter.
Do you remember that winter when I walked to your house?  
It was vegas in December and I wore a sweater, I had a backpack filled with tea
And no place to be but with you that Christmas eve.
You clung to my sweater
I knew you'd remember.
I love you.

What's the point of being king, when you're alone in your castle.

In my fairytales baby, there's either a king in the castle or a beast on the ground.The middle man never makes it.

With out healing from the night before im back at it again
Im a slumped up carcus
In rooms poorly lit
My eyes to low peeking through
Creeses of purgatory.
With scenes that change

Fumbling with the doors
Hop-scotching through furniture
Juggling with objects
Dancing with your thoughts
Making it to the bus
Than remembering
You forgot your socks.

Staggering around lazy like in
The four walls of my room
Trying to construct situations.
Digging up past memories
Linking them together
Layering them
Placing reason
Gathering material
Then writing
Then staggering around lazy like in the four walls of my room.

lying silently awake on the laced carpet of my floor
waiting for the notification to the appear and chill me to the core,
But love you wouldn't understand the way my hand trembles in your hand
when you look me in the eye and all the demons in me morn.
It is no questionable truth that i would fight through hell for you
to just love me once more.

I've tried to be strong
trust me I've held on too long
I've tried to be strong
but sometimes you gotta let go
in order for it to take form.

You are a never ending path
Your love has guided me down
I don't worry if im lost
Only that im found
You are my love

I want you to myself.

dont become what you promised you wouldnt
your beautiful, this world may not always
see it but the world has always been
the hell it has warned us about and your the
closest to heaven that ill ever be.
so promise you won't forget who you are
and the stars wont leave your eyes.
dont become what the world has warned us
about dont let it tell you your not beautiful
the way you are.

Don't catch me when I fall please!
I can't chance you dropping me
let me fall, and let me break!
Ill drag my pieces back together
but don't you catch me in your groundless
love.

We meet here
At our final passing
Love me
Or
Love me
Not

sliding my fingers across your glossed oak wood
unlocking the latch
lifting the glass
and letting your breeze take hold

you left me dangling like a puppet
on its last string
you lefts me cold
without your embrace
I may freeze
and now your standing contemplating
on everything.

Soon after the sun has
Gone away the sky
Doesn't sleep neither
Do the memories,
Tinkering at the wires
Of my brain.

Your love is to expensive for my
moonlight romance,
my heart would drop,
and my hands would shake,
if I had the chance.

K.W.