I'm sorry I didn't kiss you

tears glisten in the moonlight,
but it shines too bright.
blocking out reality,
and the sad fatality.
of my heart,
and it's broken parts.

You tried to fake a smile
Just so I won't see
The sadness in your eyes
The tears that flow continuously

You tried to look so firm
Though I know you're shattered inside
So I asked you why
The feeling of sadness so strong

You told me you aren't loved
For you're not as good as them
But darling don't be ashamed
For you are worthier than them

Beauty is just an illusion
Yes, you heard me right
Coz what matters most is
The thing to be found inside your heart

When the fatigue of the tree festers
When the leaves weep
And side-sweep
And sap leaks of the arboraceous bole
The foul smell of dampened,
Fermenting flora
The bog
The muck
The moor
Forever grot and grunge
But never moans,
Never loathes the morning
Never curses the sun for rising
Or hexes the moon,
Or thinks life bleak or banished
It settled in its mold
The duty it was told,
It’s destined purpose
As a puddle upon plates of terrain,
A tamed stain, remaining unmoved
And unaffected by
You and I,
Unaffected by passerby’s
Translucent and still,
Entirely exposed and yet unseen
Insouciant,
Tranquil
Composed
Serene

i don't pay attention to the world slowly ending.
it has ended for me many times
and began again in morning.