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Kamblamian Jul 2015
To devour the wholeness of you
When I look into your pools of blue.
I feel you. Its true.
You have a resinence that feeds me
"I'm into you"
A nervous twitch an non existent
Itch.
I'm boy finished
But I just wanted to let you know
Kamblamian Jul 2015
Some how I let these thoughts race inside my head.
Consistently unaware as to how I was lead to think this.
They are turning on me
taking over.
Ramblings of things that could or should have been.
Alters-
I'm frightened by the idea that all of this is within me.
The map of thoughts lies descretely so, how could I put myself beneath me.
Buried in mind
The physical is gone.
Depression and anxiety is causing me to twitch.
Kamblamian Jul 2015
Pressed against a rock blood poured profusely from  his cheek
To control the spasm
To slow the bleeding was not possible.
Panic and Instinct took over as soon as the flesh was pierced by metal that ripped through the layers of skin
Followed by the instant need to breath,
pain soon took over and a black out was near.
He continuously flipped sides wondering if this would bring him closer to the direction of survival.
Instinct-
Before any direction was taken, a light reflected into his eyes
Unable to blink he finally saw what was forth coming

Detached from his body he was now was split into two.

*to the tune of "Oh-My-Darlin'" in A minor

The fish was prepared deliciously
A Lemon pepper rub grilled into the skin.
Avoir poison!
blocked and foggy brain: shmeh
peskitarians
Kamblamian Jul 2015
I had a great time.
would live to see you soon.
I'm fearful to see you
Because I know when I do that I might tremble.
I'm not sure if its because I don't know you well enough,

Or of its the fact that  I am betraying myself.

Mystery girl no more.
I'm am not an open door.
I know what it is I have been scouting.
So here I am mildly pouting
What is this though.
My legs are not a fashioned henge.
So I am a ***?
***** and rude because they don't split.
I'll take no banana
And that's just it...
All over **** place with my emotions
Kamblamian Jun 2015
I seem to twitch when your around.
I dare not mention your name...
Only because I don't know it.
I catch a glimpse, eyes upon eyes;
shyness engulfs me whole.
To my surprise I glitch.
Extrovert, certainly,
but with you I have found a shell.

A filter.
A more refined me.
percolated.
A sip-
to taste.
I don't know if I can go back... I used their bathroom five times.
Kamblamian Jun 2015
I almost died thinking of you.
I turned on the wrong burner.
Lost in thought I smelt fire.
The brownies burnt and water never boiled.
I turned on the wrong burner...
Mad was sad and sad was grumpy.
All sorts of emotion.
But the fact of the matter is...

Whats your name again ?
Whats my age again?

I liked the idea of you
An amorphous shape.
A Single cell organism
with an idea of me.

Now you know and know I know.
Short term memory or selective hearing
Kamblamian Jun 2015
When I am here I know that It is to benefit me.

For some reason I seem to get spastic.

The only thing is that...

Its already over and done.
Anxiety
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