life is the beautiful lie
death is the hideous truth
in between is the untouchable skies
where death awaits for you

You may think I always search
for reasons to hide in your hug
But it's visible to me how curiously
You look for a place to make me
Gear up to lure

He loved me.
He loves me not.
I was once a flower,
But he let me rot.

she straightened her hair
and painted her face with
just the right concoction.

she picked out her clothes
staring at her closet with
nerves and anger.

for once, she just wanted
someone to love her
all of her

not the made up, revealing, night on the town her.
the real her.
sweatpants, messy bun her.

she wanted the freedom to be real.

im higher than the stars
feet planted on the Earth
but my mind,
traveling through the rings of Saturn
i want this forever
let it be forever

inhale
up
exhale
down
heavy
weighted
with the burden
of many emotions
unfelt until now