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 Sep 10 Jay
Lostling
 Sep 10 Jay
Lostling
The greatest tragedy
Is that I'll keep loving you
Knowing you won't love me the same
But still hoping anyways
tòng: pain
 Sep 10 Jay
Flower
"Good Girl"
 Sep 10 Jay
Flower
If I'm a bit more agreeable;
If I'm a little nicer;
Maybe you'll like me more?

If I'm submissive
If I'm patient
If I bite my tongue
Maybe it'll be enough?
don't.
and i mean don't point them out, 
you know what i'm talking about.

time's up. 
you can stop looking now, 
i promise you there's a better view. 

stop.
don't touch them, don't touch me, 
they're not braille nor are you blind.

shut up. 
not a word comes out of that nasty mouth, 
you don't care so stop acting like it. 

no. 
i will not be answering questions, 
my past is not your business. 

quit.
i hear you whispering about them, 
is every detail really that important?

yes. 
some are fresh, some are old, 
i told you to stop. 

please stop.
trigger warning for deep subjects and such. i'm going through quite a rough time right now, i will get better soon i promise. i love you all <3
 Sep 10 Jay
Jay earnest
Lonely
 Sep 10 Jay
Jay earnest
I genuinely don't want to be here anymore.
It's a strange feeling knowing your life peaked years ago and living in a nostalgic haze.
It wasn't even good then, but at least it was bearable.

I just feel nothing nowadays.
I don't feel the touch of a woman caressing me. I look straight through the human form;  I've transcended dimension. Hell and eternity and heaven is all one.
god was lonely and needed a distraction.
Thus creating *this
I look at the words
lying on the paper
And my heart begins to ache
I tried with much effort
But I see that
they're all fake
Somewhere deep inside
the torment does reside
Sometimes one has to accept
that the truth has arrived
Maybe the time has come
The one you ignored but feared
Every writer faces that day
The end to their
writing careers
I take a deep breath
as I look across field
still dreaming of that masterpiece
that to the masses would appeal
It's still all but willing to escape
But what more can I do
to alleviate the pain
when the words stop
flowing through
 Sep 10 Jay
Blue Sapphire
A beautiful quiet night,
the moon was shining bright,
stars twinkling all around
in a cloudless sky.

Moonlight fell upon your face,
it too began to shine—
like the brightest of stars.

I stared at your moonlit face all night,
from afar,
wishing someday you might be mine.

Though I know all too well
your heart longs for another,
I will not stand in your way of love.

Yet I will keep on loving you,
for my heart
will always belong to you.
 Sep 10 Jay
Arpitha
If every other pain can be
seen, felt, measured and accepted
by everyone,
why can’t this be?
 Sep 10 Jay
Arpitha
Imposter
 Sep 10 Jay
Arpitha
One good day
has me wondering -
Am I really depressed
or am I just faking it?

If I myself am not convinced
How will others ever be?
 Sep 9 Jay
Blue Sapphire
I have let you go

then why do I

still find you

in my heart?
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