She smiled and she grinned.
  So happy, so free.
  Unbothered by the worries,
  Not one could plainly see.

  But far beneath the smiles,
  She screamed, a soundless cry.
  She wept in deafening silence,
  Underneath the lie.

  He smiled, he laughed.
  Such a friendly young man.
  Bared one daughter, but no sons.
  He walked every day, never ran.

  But far beneath his chuckles,
  Were rules set to comply.
  With the daughter that he’d beaten,
  Underneath the lie.

  The evening of the funeral,
  She’d mourned for their third part.
  The mother she’d held dearly,
  Heart spiked over the feeble chart.
  
  Family gathered around him,
  Said they’re sorry for his loss.
  Wife and daughter gone,
  He prayed under the wooden cross.
  
  But far beneath his sorrow,
  His heinous grin reached the sky.
  For he cried tears of satisfaction,
  Underneath the lie.

Cuts on my wrists
hands curled into fists
will i even be missed

Writing a note
i wrote
i love you and it wasn't your fault

That's a lie
i want to die and
its partly your fault

I can't tell you that so i
Sit and i cry

Why do i
Live like this

Will i even be missed

You broke me up
You broke me up into shards, lying on the floor, helpless
You broke my heart
You broke my heart up, lying to say that you would be mine forever
You were a lying mirror, telling the other girls the same thing
You were a puzzle, never knowing which piece went where
I sometimes even wondered if all the pieces were there
I gave you all I had, because I trusted you
You stole and grabbed and took all of me, merciless and cold
I was hypnotized by your lies: I was the one, we would be forever together
But that’s what you told everyone else
I gave you my attention; you drank it up like lemonade on a hot day, not leaving any for me
I gave you my hopes; but you took it away and threw it on the ground, stomping viciously
I gave you my dreams; but you said they would never come true and I was lying on the floor, sobbing
I gave you my love; but you treated me like a stranger and my heart was bleeding
I gave you my life; but you drowned me in the river that flowed under the stone bridge, and I almost died
You suffocated me; you broke me; you murdered away all the color in me
Now I sit, silently sobbing, regretting ever meeting you, a tear of anger slowly falling
We are done.