By Arcassin Burnham

....For thinking that you could call me any name
You want,

.....Won't be the slave of love anymore to adore you,

Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,
Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,

Sitting here crying to myself about my mistake of finding you
So inconveniently in love with everything that you said
Putting me in some sort of trace in ****** Embrace where
Ones mind will link up to another,
You found you another,
Under pillows I smother myself in these walls , these walls,
Im reaching but I've reached long enough,
Can I bare...it all,
When you honestly left love it was tough,
Use to fall,
How could I put a decent price on a cuff if you regret it all,

Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,
Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything,
I could stand the rain but in advance I can not stand the pain,
Silly you ,
You had it all , you had my love , you were my everything.

The only reason you can't move on is because you choose to lay awake at night reading old messages, getting your hopes up and wondering how it could of been. You know that letting go is not easy but you don't even give it a try, you remain in the same depressed state because you choose to be in denial and hold onto this fantasy. If you do not get out there and try to be happy you never will be the choice is yours.

You...
You hurt me,
Betrayed me to the deepest core,
Took my biggest fear and used it against me.

I forgive you,
Will you forgive me?
I am sorry,
But are you?

Can we make this right?
Can we ever let go?
Of the things of the past,
Or things that have yet to come?

Live in the moment,
A completely fresh,
And totally new start,
A clean slate for both.

I'm scared of love,
I'm scared of you,
But at the same time
I'm not...

All I can think about is,
and haven't stopped,
thinking about is...
YOU!!!

Whether you're ok,
If you're happy,
If you're writing,
Or smiling.

I'm scared of love,
But not scared of loving you,
I'm scared of you,
But that's because it's new.

I've never stopped caring about you,
I've never doubted you,
I've never seen you as anything less,
Than... Amazing.

Though you "don't" know it,
You're smart,
Talented writer,
passionate...

You're gentle kiss is the best,
Your hugs are the world's saftest place,
You're so funny,
And determined...

I just wish you could see yourself,
Like I do,
Even after everything...
I don't think you're a bad person....

I never did,
I think you're hurt,
And want someone to love,
And want something to finally go good..
You're troubled,
But you've had a hard life,
You love,
Though haven't gotten much...

Whether you decided to come back,
Or to let me back into you're life,
Even after EVERYTHING,
I'm always here to show you...

Who you truly are,
And not the broken,
Screwd up,
Nothing you think you are...

You're here for a reason,
You're amazing,
Not a mistake,
And definitely not for nothing...

With much love,
That has never stopped...
IcySky xoxo

Take a look,
A good look,
And tell me what you see...
What DO you see when you look at me?

Do you see beauty?
Do you see intelligence?
Do you see hope?
What Do you see?

Take a look at me,
I bet you don't truly see me,
The person I try not to be,
Do you see?

See the scars on my wrist,
See the brokeness of my heart,
See the fear in my eyes,
Do you see?

See the hurt that's left behind,
From years passed,
To years to come,
Look at me.

See me for who I truly am,
Because who I am...
Is a fighter,
And a warrior.

I fight everyday,
To keep from what people say,
I fight to keep myself here,
I fight to live another day.

I fight the urge to cut,
To over dose,
To drink,
To smoke.

I'm a warrior,
I have been through hell,
Breaking inside,
A little each day.

I've fought for escape,
I've fought for love,
I've fought for forgiveness,
I've fought for understanding.

So look at me,
And tell me,
What do you see?
Do you see the real me?

A gift from God,
One of compassion and understanding,
One of bravery a true fighter,
One of loyalty and trust.

A young and beautiful woman,
Who is there for those she cares about,
She's one you can tell anything to,
And know it's safe with her.

Thank you for being there for me,
Thank you for opening yourself to me,
Thank you for being my friend,
And thank you for being you.

Haley, An angel