I asked for rain.
Under it, I cried, I released my pain.
every tear I shed is covered by every drop of rain.

I see you talking to him
over the phone and you are smiling

I wish I could make you feel that way,
that my voice would be enough to make you laugh
that even the most senseless topics will make you smile and jump
that just by being with me would make your time stand still and stop

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.
See the spark of light  that I see within your eyes
See the beauty that lies within your soul
See the person I learned to love with my all

I see you talking to him
over the phone with a smile on your lips
I recognize that smile,
for I have the same one on my lips..........,

the same smile.........when you look my way.

Can I hold you one last time?
Be locked in my embrace
before we go our separate ways

Can I speak your name?
Let me whisper it under the rain
Pour everything till nothing remains

Can I keep my memories of you?
Your smiling face and lively eyes
Be treasured in the back of my eyes

Can I keep on loving you?
Can I just....
Secretly love you again....

I want to see your smiling face everyday till the day I die
and even after that, don't shed any tears, cause it's not goodbye.



maybe in the next life, God will be so kind to let me meet you again for the second time.

most of the time
I can be a nuissance

most of the time
I can be irritating

most of the time
I can be stubborn

most of the time
I can be unreasonable

because

during those times
I just want to be with you

during those times
I just want to see you

during those times
I just want to talk to you

during those times
I just want to express my imperfect love for you

I'm sorry If I bother you.

Are you a thief?
No need to run, My Heart is yours to keep
Do not worry, I'm not a cop
a robbery like this, I will not stop

And if you will, you can take me hostage
I promise I'll be still, and just be your captive
It wasn't just my heart that you have taken
When you came into my life, My world was shaken

I tried to fold you a paper
and turn it into a rose

unfortunately,
I failed...

Instead,
I made something else

Inspired by a story
told in an Eastern Country

I folded you an origami
for a wish, there will be

But I was only able to make one
so I named it "a thousand"

and now I give you this
a simple folded paper called "a thousand crane"

He will take away all your worries and pain
He will wash away the sadness through the rain
I believe, that through Him, you will be able to smile again

I tried to take a step away from you
but I found myself taking two steps back to you

How to be yours?
I don't have much to offer
I'm just a regular public worker

How to be yours?
I'm not the knight you are waiting
Just a guy with ordinary living

How to be yours?
Suitors promised you the milky way
Me, with all I am, I will court you everyday

How to be yours?
I may not be a handsome and wealthy man
But for You, I will strive to be a worthy man

How to be yours?
With our status that seems so far away
I'm like the moon trying to see the light of day

How to be yours?
I want you to know
You're like the spring that melts the winter snow

How to be yours?
How to be yours?

10 800 seconds
with you feels like a lifetime.

my body
move
on its own
to reach you.

day after day
I'm beginning to feel
that the sands of time
is almost done

day after day
the sadness is starting to sink in
I'm counting the days left
I have with you

day after day
I'm trying to train myself
I have to get used to the fact
that one day soon, you'll be gone

day after day
I grabbed all the chances to see you
because one day
chances are, I'll never see you again.

The joy in my heart is because of Him
His overwhelming love brings life so it seems
He provides you the feeling of calm and security
that even if darkness is ahead, His light becomes our safety

The emptiness in our hearts, He fills with His presence
with Him, everything begins to make perfect sense
from the very beginning,
every blessing was given to us
let it be the future, present and even in the past
We love because He first loved us

continuously falling
bit by bit, little by little
slow but steady
from top to bottom

contained in a place,
a world you could say
where time is told
in a grain of sand

when time is done
and everything's gone
I hope I can go back in time
as simple as turning an hourglass upside down

did you know that you kept me awake all night
your beautiful face keeps appearing in my sight
I tried closing my eyes, but I can still see you
Your image is as clear as day, my hands tried to reach you

did you know that you kept me awake all night
when you came to me, everything felt right
I tried closing my eyes and just believe in you
when I opened them, I felt brand new

I don't have much to offer
but a sincere and loving heart.

Rain gently unto my feet
Feel the droplets, oh it's so sweet
Catch the wind as it passes through
We'll meet again, I promise you.

stop the time and take a look
this perfect scene inside a book
a tale of me where I found You
I saved your soul cause I love you

as rain falls down, I remember this
You wash away the pain and gives us peace
so take a moment and enjoy the rain
I will fill up your soul that is sadly drain.

just a smile and the rain is gone,
trust in Me and We'll have some fun
try and let go and experience a new beginning
more blessings, the Lord will be revealing

I think I lost my heart
for I can't feel anything
The light I once had is gone
now only emptiness remains

Where has it gone?
Did I dropped it by accident?
It was safely dormant within my chest
or was it taken and I didn't notice it.

My memory is a little foggy
But there's a face painted in my eyes
A little do I remember
But it seems you had my heart

I offered my heart to someone?
How can that be?
I was fine being alone,
I'm okay to be just me

I can only think of one reason
She woke my heart of stone
But my heart beat so greatly
that it fell out of my chest and into you

But you cannot accept it
For there's no place for it in you
My heart wasn't able to come back
It died in the cold pavement, hardened and back to stone again.

I know I lost my heart
for I can't feel anything
The light I once had is gone
now only emptiness remains

You never fail......
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
to make me smile.

to be called into service in itself is already a reward
pursue God even if the road is long and hard
to live my life by following Your guide
I submit myself to Your heavenly commandments in which I will abide

I have a treasure box full of wonders
inside it is something incomparable to others
you may be mistaken, for it's not gold or silver
what's inside are the memories of us together

why do I find it so beautiful?
whenever I see you,
every time you smile,
and when you innocently bite your lips
are all memories I wish to keep

that I'm hurting too...

you have a unique and sparkling personality
an irresistible smile and a face so lovely

a sound mind and a sweet soul
a kind heart with Godly goal

at first, I found you interesting
time passed and I began falling

I fell not because of your looks
but because of something else

I began to love you
because you love God too

I pray for a woman,
a woman willing to serve God with me

maybe one day someone will come along
that I don't know, but right now, All I see is you

I just want you to know
that this much is still true

it will be a secret
between me and you

Sitting still
in the middle of the room.
I lay quiet  as I whisper every word.
The plain walls and floor as my witnesses,
as I speak of pain and hesitation, a deep sigh for every story I mention.

a beautiful lady born from the east
tamed the heart of this locked and lonely beast

her innocent smile and kindhearted actions
began to stir his long forgotten emotions

days have passed and seasons have changed
His heart broke free from his cursed chains

He then decided to give his feelings a try
to love this beautiful lady like a normal guy

over time, the two of them have grown closer together
it was almost a fairy tale with a happily ever after

but then it was a moment that was barely borrowed
for a knight shot the beast through the heart with a silver arrow

as the beast was lying on the ground and dying
the beautiful lady from the east, she was crying

and before death came to take the beast away forever
his pierced heart turned into a beautiful red flower

after that, what happened next, no one really knows
for it was a story I uncovered underneath a rose

looking at you makes my heart flutter
ordinary days becomes so much better

roaming around the place just to get a glimpse of you
endless chitchat even repeated ones become quite new

now I know my reason for being here
zodiacs foretell I shall meet you when time is near

after a while of being with you
I realize that what I feel is true

respect, appreciation, concern and love
are the greatest feelings for you that I have

every step we take
every decision we make
God is with us
He will never leave us

we may stumble and fall
we may hit a dead end or a wall
we will surely find a way
we will survive and fight another day

Problems may slow us down
but it can never keep us down
just believe in His promise
and live our life in peace

I know I don't have the slightest right to be like this and that towards you
but please allow me to at least be able to be concerned for you.

Your smile save me again

Can you feel my heart beating?
Can you hear my mind thinking?
Can you see my lips smiling?
Can you guess what I'm feeling?

My heart beats faster because of you
My mind keeps thinking because of you
My lips can't stop smiling because of you
I think I'm going crazy because of you

I feel like I'm beginning to fall for you.

here, now, as I watch you sleep
your peaceful presence I wish to keep
I couldn't help but look at you
I whisper in silence, emotions that are pure and true

as your eyes are closed my heart opens up
I want to stay beside you as you take a nap
and when you wake, I'll look away
I wish you'll grab my hand and asked me to stay

you are more than special to me
my heart is locked and you hold the key
my chained emotions, you've set it free
wherever you are, that's where I want to be

don't know what to do whenever you are near