here, now, as I watch you sleep
your peaceful presence I wish to keep
I couldn't help but look at you
I whisper in silence, emotions that are pure and true

as your eyes are closed my heart opens up
I want to stay beside you as you take a nap
and when you wake, I'll look away
I wish you'll grab my hand and asked me to stay

you are more than special to me
my heart is locked and you hold the key
my chained emotions, you've set it free
wherever you are, that's where I want to be

a new morning where the sun is up and smiling
the light warmth of the day is gently touching my face
I don't know why but I know today will be exciting
so I gear up and went out with a big smile on my face

hopes and dreams for a tomorrow that may be today
motivation and dedication to my deeds along the way
I found my purpose in living in a mysterious way
I found Him in me, He's the One who showed me the way

Right there and then, I realized something new
Life is so much better when God is with you
My life was changed when I touched the sky and he Held my soul
From that day on, everything is good and beautiful cause I know my role.

The smile in your lips
Lifts the sadness in my eyes

The touch of your hands
Calms the shaking of my mind

The sound of your voice
Gives melody to my ears

The look in your eyes
Gives excitement to my soul

The way that you are,
Captures my heart and all

The way you are
and with all I am

I take a glance at your picture every night
talking to you and bidding you a sweet good night
How hopeless can I be
You don't even notice me

Still I want to stay
hoping that someday
you'll look my way
a wish I pray night and day

for now, I will stay low
figure out where to go
I wanted you to know
how I love you so.

Just for a little while
Can you let me,
Before you leave,
Can I hold your hand

Just like the heaven and sky
Your smile, I want to see
Don't worry, I won't insist
Even though I want you so

At first I thought
That there'll be a tomorrow like this
I would think it's better to forget you
But I'm glad that I met you

Someone asked me..

"have you ever worn a ring?"

"I haven't, not even once." I said

"But why?" my friend added.

For the only ring I will wear
will be the one given to me by that person
who will be with me in front of the altar
as we exchange our vows and accept each other as partners in life.

It doesn't matter
If you don't respond to my messages

It doesn't matter
If you don't appreciate my efforts

It doesn't matter
If you don't have time to look my way

It doesn't matter
If you can't return my feelings

It doesn't matter
If you only see me as colleague

It doesn't matter
If you only see me as a friend

It doesn't matter
as long as you're happy...

When you're in front of me
and as I look into your eyes,
I get lost and no words come to mind.
But the smile on my face will tell you everything.

...Will you allow me to...
...stay by your side?
...walk you home or give you a ride?
...cheer you up?
...throw a joke and make you laugh?

                        Because...
...I'm interested in you...
...I like you...
...I feel like I'm falling for you...

I walked out the door and saw the elegant crescent moon
It reminded me of you and how I wish to see you soon

I hope that you're looking at the moon the same as I do
at the very least, it bridges the distance between me and you

a full moon will rise with the grace of time
I pray when that day comes, I can call you mine...

The silence of the night,
makes me want to hold you tight.

The cold breeze of the evening air,
makes me long for your warm and loving care.

The shining stars of the night sky,
it is like the spark and twinkle ion your eyes.

Every time I see your face,
I just want to keep in my embrace.

and

Every time you're far away,
I just want to run back to you and there I'll stay.

Every time that we're together,
I just want to spend time and make memories with each other.

so

Everyday I always pray,
that we will always find our way...

Find our way back to each other...

I miss
being with you
talking to you
laughing with you

I long
for your smile
for your embrace
for your presence

I wish
for a moment with you
for a chance to love you
for a life with you

If only
I knew what you want
I could hear your thoughts
I could feel your emotions

Then I can stop
myself from hurting you
myself from making you sad
myself from throwing my heart at you

I'm sorry I was selfish

I wrote so many things today,
but none of them I will be able to say.

it took one look
............one smile
............one hug
............one moment
for me to realize that there's something special within you.

it took me 5 months
...................20 weeks
...................150 days
for me to realize that the "special someone" would be you.

It took me years to finally find you.

sitting down here
staring at the night sky
thinking of the decision I have to make
conflicted between my own principles and what my heart tells me
my principles tell me to stop, but my heart begs me to go forward
my principles tell me I shouldn't, but my heart asks why not?
my mind tells me that I will be hurt, but I want to take the risk
even if the chance is almost zero..it will be worth it..
but still, I am stuck...

Fate brought me to you
But I was too late

Everything ended before I can even begin
but what do I do, I'm in too deep

Whenever you are near
My heart smiles and cries at the same time

My unrequited love...
I'm loving while my heart is breaking

I was so happy when I met you
I really do...

I have one request though...
I want to dance with you... under the rain..
enjoy the moment while it last..

I thank God everyday that I found you
even if I can't be with you...

"Tell me and I'll obey"
"This is my greatest sacrifice"
"Trust in you and not myself"
I will trust in You...
even if all hope seems to be lost...
I will keep my faith...

how long has it been?
I lost track of the time.

not being able to hear you
gives my soul unrest

not being able to see you
brings my heart closer to cardiac arrest

how long has it been?
it feels like an eternity.

how long has it been?
I miss you earnestly.

a second feels like hours
an hour feels like forever.

how long will you be gone?
and before I knew it, you're back.

I miss you so much!
Oh... was I too much...?

I didn't realized you were just gone for the night.

A short message from you.
It makes me feel like everything is as beautiful as you!

Singing beneath the magical moonlight
while lying down on a sea of grass
whispering lyrics into the openness
a song that express my loneliness

a silent walk into the night
I lean to you and hold you tight
don't want to let go or say goodbye
just want to be with you before I die

I knew that it would hurt, but I didn't expect it to hurt this much

why is it over?
Didn't she know how much I love her?

Is it me?
All I ever wanted is for us to be happy.

Was I lacking?
Everytime we argue, at me, You're finger is pointing.

Am I just a burden?
You said You've had enough and now You're leaving.

Have I failed you?
Was I not able to keep my promises true?

Am I just a stranger to you now?
What happened to the words "for better or worse" that we shared in our vow?

I'm holding up my phone but I can't hear anything...
It hurts so much, I feel my heart's gonna stop from beating...

Is it over?
You said it's over.

Life is both precious and at the same time frail
One may succeed and the next one fail

Learn to give love and forgive someone today
speak your mind now, say what you can't yesterday

Troubles and Hardships may be tangled with this ordeal,
yet
I strongly believe,  in the end a great blessing it will reveal.

You are so beautiful it hurts

rest for now, dream and be ready for tomorrow
feel the pain, see it through, let go of the sorrow

I cannot imagine what you're going through
the sadness in your eyes, I believe is true
I don't know if there's anything that I can do
just remember, I'm always here if you need someone to talk to

Can I hug you?
Can I hold your hand?
Can I say I like you?
Can I ask for your hand?

Will you ever look my way?
Will you choose to stay?
Will I be able to say these things?
Will I be able to express these feelings?

o tender wings
fly me away
take me to a new horizon
to see the light of day

o precious heart
beat a little more
never mind the sorrows
look forward to tomorrow

o caring hands
wrap me in your embrace
gently break my fall
grab ahold my soul

o relentless feet
walk me out of here
remove all the sadness
leave all the emptiness

I am the one,
who raises his hand first
but always get picked last

I am the one,
the one who tries to be part of something
but never did felt belong

I am the one,
the one who tries to stir away from arguments
but always gets blamed

I am the one,
the one who puts in effort the best way I can
but never appreciated

I am the one,
the one who thinks I've given my best
but still not enough for them to even say that "I'm trying"

I am the one,
the one who wants nothing but everything to be okay
but ends up framed as the reason for falling apart

I am the one,
the one who strives to be enough,
but always felt lacking through their eyes

I am the one,
the one they remember when everyone has forgotten them
but forgotten once they are good again.

I am the one,
the one who they say is always "lucky" for having them
but a "burden" to the ones who have me with them.

Please let rain crash down on me

when light is gone and night is deep
she appears at night when I'm asleep

she touches me with hands cold as ice
she looks at me with those blood red eyes

and now that the moon turns crimson red
she drinks my blood as I lie in bed

oh dear.... I'm a walking dead.

just a sound of your voice
and a storm begins to calm

just a touch of your hand
and I'm enveloped by warmth

just a moment of your time
and the whole world seems to stop

just a glimpse of your smile
makes me believe again in love

I saw your reflection on the glass of the door
your long black hair that flows like a river
your bright red lips as beautiful as a flower
your soulful eyes that can bring warmth to winter

Then I turn at you and met your eyes
That sweet sweet smile, I was mesmerized
Your angelic voice got me hypnotized
Your very existence got me magnetized

it's really hard to hide these things
when in my mind I can hear you sing
How could I stop myself from loving you
when every heartbeat of mine belongs to you

I don't know what's going on,
It's a bit cloudy and I can't see the moon.

then a cold breeze just passed me by,
there's nothing I can do but just stand nearby.

Here I thought I was superman and you're Lois Lane,
But I have this kryptonite of being unable to sense your pain.

I'm afraid, you're afraid, we both have our worries,
I just pray you'll give this a chance so we can write amazing stories.

all alone, I'm not enough,
but here with you, the fears will stop

so please take my hand and trust in me,
I'll break that "curse" or so called destiny.

don't be afraid of your happiness now,
I won't let it be taken away, that will be my vow.

sometimes it's just a poem
sometimes it's not
sometimes it's personal
but you know I can't tell you that

when you read my writings,
I hope you feel something
I hope you can see the image I'm portraying
because every time I write, I pour out my emotions
cause I believe, Poem are like bridges, it creates connections

Time.... It's all I have...
I want to spend it with you
with all what's left of it
every second will be worth it

Hands of time can be so playful
sometimes everything's good and wonderful
then sometimes it can be bad and sorrowful
but every time that I'm with you, everything turns great and beautiful

I pray for more time
more time to stay with you
more time to be with you
more time to talk to you
more time to laugh with you
more time to smile at you
more time to care for you
more time for me to express my love for you

It's raining heavily again tonight
let me sit beside you and hold you tight
let me lighten the burden hidden in your cries
let me take away the sadness written in your eyes

It began raining again
You're in my mind all over again.

Is there an oblivion potion?
I try to forget my emotions.

Don't misunderstand the things I do
I'm letting go, coz it's the right thing to do

Suppressing my feelings is not that easy
It may take some time so bear with me

You may be shocked to see another side of me
But please don't forget the person I used to be

From here on out, I will force my heart
Forget it all and hit restart

I'll live my life just like before I met you
So let me say one last time that I really have fallen in love with you.

HIGH  and low,
I'll be with you.

LAW of attraction,
slowly brought me to you.

VIEW life through your eyes,
as the sun and moon set and rise.

SAW you just yesterday,
but I miss you like the last time I saw you was in May.

MATCH hopefully made in heaven,
together we'll walk in the garden of Eden.

quickly say the words in CAPS,
try to utter each word without any gap.

I may not be always in touch but,
-HIGH LAW VIEW SAW MATCH-

I don't know if you can read this.
let's talk please.

on that particular day, I only wish for one thing

just for that moment
I want to forget who we are to each other
I want to forget the reasons why I can't wish to be with you
I want to forget that your heart belongs to someone else
I want to forget that it would be wrong for me to want this

I simply wish to hold your hand like it was for me to hold
just for that day, let my feelings for you be told

I will be the person who's always gonna be there for you
the guy who will cheer you up when he hurts you
the one who'll wait for you when you're gone
cause you are special to this Invisible man.

I
would
go
back
in
time
over
and
over
again

just to be with you.

waiting for the rain
want to stop the pain
have to break the chain
please let it rain

Sending you a smile,
Let it stay there for a while.

The day may be rough,
But I hope this gesture will be enough.

To turn up a smile on your lips,
Here is a smile, the simplest one among my gifts.

Now, I'm making a Pumpkin smile
and when I look at her eyes
I see the brightest star
When the lovely pumpkin smiles

"This time I'll be sweeter"
this time? Why not before?
before, when you had all the chance...
and now you're here... coming back to me....
to me, whose already taken a step forward and have move on.

"this time I'll be sweeter"?
It could have been before... but you chose later...
I've given everything you ever wanted..
But you just took me for granted....

I lost my smile
It was here just a while ago
I broke my heart
It was beating a moment ago

I feel numb
I felt alive just before
I feel lost
I felt found just before

I found my smile
It was there at a time
Where I cannot reach
nor recognize it anymore

There lies my heart
Pierced by a thorn of rose
Still beating faintly
Still trying but barely

I'd rather have you
Pierce my heart and be hurt
Than remove the thorn and bleed
Until nothing remains and fade away

From that day on,
every drop of rain
reminds me of you

every memory I have of you
sweet and bitter
happy and lonely

every time it rains
I want to be under it
I want to be drenched by it

Every time it rains
it washes away the pain
it removes the loneliness

Every time it rains
I can drop down on my knees
and shed my tears

I can pour everything out
every time it rains

I was just thinking about you
of the little things that you do
of the funny things that you say
makes me want to see you everyday

when I close my eyes
I see your there
and when I touch my heart
I feel you there