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ri-ri Dec 2015
An innocent girl who loves to venture the world
She met a guy, then the things she once believed in became blurred
For her, Everything was a sacrifice
For him, Everything was a show

She was shattered like a broken glass
And she thought that maybe if she fade just like a dust
Then no one would knew that she was here
She was here and was shattered in a million pieces.

No one can understand the pain that she felt
He broke her once
and now she’s struggling to trust someone else.

Because it wasn’t an accident
You meant to break it
even if you leave
The damage was done by you.

For her, Promises is everything
but after he got it broken
his sorry means nothing!

She's the broken glass
You shattered on the floor
Shattered in a million pieces
A broken glass nothing more.

#broken #shattered #pain
Mar 2015 · 807
It Kills Me
ri-ri Mar 2015
I tried to ease the pain
But the pain won’t go away
I want this things to end it today
‘Cause I don’t want to wake up and pretend that I’m okay.

Feeling Uncomfortable for what I’m feeling right now
I always pray every night this all was just a lie
Life seems I’m imprisoned
and was caged alone

The pain in my eyes has many things to say
No need for other words to express
Just look into my eyes and understand me
I wanted to be okay and just act like nothing happened

Sometimes I know I'm better off dead
I would not feel the pain anymore
Knowing it's the one thing that's real
Behind all the games and lies
An emptiness haunts my eyes

Sorrow consuming every thought
Slowly losing everything I've got
Darkness closing in all around
Still I don't make a single sound

Will you stop haunting me?
I want a normal life, will you let me be?
We have known each other for a long time,
but I can no longer fill my heart with happiness and
Plan for happier moments in return.

You are part of my deepest soul
Will you disappear from my darkest hours
Just let me stay happy for the rest of my life
I’ve felt a lot of heartaches and strife.

I don’t want this anymore
I just wanted to be simply happy without asking for more
It’s just unfair to feel this pain
even if I know there are a lot of things that I’ve gained

Pain, I know you will never let me go
You will haunt me and wrap me tightly because I’m now your foe
When will you set me free, to fly like a birds in the sky
Then my heart wouldn’t let me cry

The pain kills inside me
Can someone help me to stop this reality
I don’t want to live like a living hell
I could be happy can someone tell?
#pain #depression #sadness
this is the reality...
Mar 2015 · 988
Treated Like A Princess
ri-ri Mar 2015
I was born without a diamond and a shining crown
They really assure that I don't frown
Everyone makes me feel special
Even if I know it's not essential.

Maybe people hated me for whatever reason it could be
I only wish they could see
That I am treated like a Princess
No more or no less

They try to give me everything that I need
even if it seems like a greed
#Princess
Mar 2015 · 7.9k
Captivated By Your Smile
ri-ri Mar 2015
You have such a really beautiful smile
That you already forgot how to cry
Your smile can be seen from up to a mile
You've changed my thoughts whenever you just try

It is one of the greatest thing you have
That can never be replaced by anyone
Though you could bring tears from someone you love
and is greater than any kind of thing

When you have smiled at me like an angel
I don't want to see your sad face again
Just one look and I will fell
And you will not feel suffering pain

It's such a beautiful thing to look at
I guess I don't know what to do with that
Mar 2015 · 483
A Place Where I'd Rather Be
ri-ri Mar 2015
Someday this could be my enchanted place,
                             It is a place where I have merely known
                              I do admire it in different ways
                           I could just stay up and look at that dawn

                               Some says it is a city full of lights
                                It feels like it is really calling me
                            This could enlighten up my darkest night
                             It could be a place for dreamers like me

                            It is a place where you could be so far
                            I’ll be calling this my home, as far now
                             Someday I will be visiting that star
                             I’m hoping that it will happen right now

                              The towers will be standing before me
                               It is a place where I wanted to be
Mar 2015 · 813
Sorry..
ri-ri Mar 2015
I don't know how to do it,
But I got to do this right,
I need to say I'm sorry, ‘cause
I don't want to see us fight.

I’m sorry for being a dummy.
I always made you cry because I’m so moody.
I want you to realize that I appreciate all the things that you’re doing just for me.
I try so hard for you to see, how you change my world that’s all I ever need.

I never meant to hurt you
but that’s what I always do.
I really owe you a lot and I have so much to prove.
Writing a poem and making a surprise is what I can do.

I am sorry yet again for causing you pain.
That is the last thing I ever wanted to aim.
Just making you feel how lucky I am to be your friend and
Being with you is how my life should be spend.

I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you would listen and see it within my eyes,
this sincere apology that comes with tears without lies.

I know what I said hurt you
and believe me I didn’t mean to.
the last thing I want to see is you to feel sad
because I can't control myself when I get mad

words I say don't always come out right
and they always seem to start a fight
I know you’re just concern about me.
I wish I could have seen.
#sorry #treasure #love
Mar 2015 · 525
it was what i found
ri-ri Mar 2015
I used to think sadness is beautiful
Maybe because It's just a place where I'd rather be at my befall.
I have experienced pain,
Pain makes me realize what happiness really partakes

I've been lost for a while
Then suddenly I found myself being at a right place where I could be me for a longtime
Could this be the happiness that I'm waiting or It's just temporary just like a finger snap.

I should never waste my time
seeking for the things that will make me smile
I really keep on trying, just to find the happiness that I desire
yet I forgot I's just hiding on the things that I admire

Life is so much better
when things get sweeter
I found love that made me realize that happiness is just around
and would make people calm down.

Happiness is just around, in every little thing that surrounds us
We should open our eyes to see what would be the great things that awaits us.
My happiness seeks attention
and I should never forget to make things memorable.
#happiness
Mar 2015 · 951
Realizations of True Love
ri-ri Mar 2015
You are my happiness
Its because you never gave me less
All of you're sacrifices is one of the best about you
All i can say is i love you

Even we have ups and down you are still here with me
And it makes me happy every time i see your smile

Not even the biggest problem can keep us apart.
I love you this much, and you love me this much
Our love is powerful than what others have.
Our lives came together in just a second,
In that second all of my life change into a better world.
#letter #him
#cj
Dec 2014 · 730
Thoughts of love
ri-ri Dec 2014
We’ve met by a simple chance
I never imagined that this could be the beginning of my joy at last.
A friend that became my special someone
And that someday we are going to be as one

I always thought of how would love will cross my world one of these days
but never did I knew that it would be you that would came across my way
you caught my heart by my surprise
but you simply captivated my whole life just like you did when I look into your eyes

It's true that every gift is given by God from up above
‘cause you were presented to me as beautiful gift wrapped up that has full of humor, talent, and love
I know that it isn't finding the perfect person it is but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly
You are perfect for me and I will not stop making you realize how much you really mean to me.

Being into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through
I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.
Just stay by my side and things would be perfectly fine and I trust God that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time and will achieve our dreams when it is our perfect time

Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true
too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you
but in the end, I trust in the destiny that God has written
because what we deserve is God’s gift given

I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows
the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only
a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely

May God blessed us from what we have
‘cause I don’t want to wake up feeling unloved
You brought colors into my life
And I thought this could be the beginning of eternal life


For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be truly together
that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
God made everything precious and new
just as precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I do"
ri-ri Dec 2014
that’s why I hate to see you feeling weak.
I know a lot more than they do
and for that they don’t have the right to judge you.
I hate all the people who underestimated your capabilities
because all that they’re saying is pure of insecurities.
You are the best guy that I’ve met
and I promise I will never forget.
Even if they don’t understand you
the hell I care, cause I don’t want to lose you.
You can do more than you think
just remember that I’m proud of whatever you pick.
You are braver than you see
Stronger than you seems
Smarter than you could imagine.
I hope you could have seen.
Aug 2014 · 481
Friend
ri-ri Aug 2014
We met accidentally
I have no idea if that was meant to be
You became a friend
that i really wish that it will never end

You are my shoulder to cry on
And made me see that life is so much more
You wiped my tears away
And listen to all the nonsense I say

As time passes by
You're still at my side.
I'm afraid to fall again
Cause my heart is already broken

You fixed me and made me feel complete
Is this a fantasy? Or this is a reality?
I don't want to end this anymore
And just be with you for so long

I don't know if this is right
but surely it is worth the fight.
blessed..

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