Heather

Heather May 2019

She loves me
He lusts for me
They need me
You long for me
But I am alone

#heartbreak #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth

May 2019

savspoetry

Moon

*      *      *      and you are      *      *
   *           *  just like the moon *      *
*        *   *      -----so, alone-----      *      *
   *      *    but you shine bright  *      *
*     *            at the darkest  *      *     *
   *      *      *     of times  *      *      *      *
*           *           *           *         *

Heather May 2019

Goodbyes are the Hardest

The blood drained from my hands
And drained from my head
Ran to my heart

Racing, flashing, dancing

Your brought me to my knees hopefully for the last time

I blocked your number today and with that I had the worst panic attack of my life. I was just standing in the copy room and it hit like a bag of bricks, brought me straight to the ground. It was the last bit of anxiety as I finally stood up for myself. And it hurt, terribly, to leave you behind.

#goodbye #panic #anxiety #mentalhealth

Heather May 2019

Untitled

I hate how much you mean to me
How much you have always meant to me

Heather May 2019

Pour a little out

Full to capacity
With feelings for you
Love and anger and desire
Spilling over into every poem
Every conversation

He’s not as good,
No one is as good as you

But even if they were
I’m already over capacity.

#heartbreak #love #movingon

Heather May 2019

This will surely **** me

I loved you so much I thought it would break me.
But missing you.
That’s so much harder.