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Sep 2018 · 106
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Darling,
The world's not really against you
The only thing that is against you
is yourself...
Sep 2018 · 124
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
I went to sleep
blood on the floor
of my life
there's nothing more
Sep 2018 · 112
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
There's only 1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
I love you
Sep 2018 · 99
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
The monsters my parents warned me about when I was younger weren't under my bed or in my closet but in my head
Sep 2018 · 100
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
My silence is just another word for my pain
Sep 2018 · 119
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
The rain got sad
when they shut themselves
in doors
but he
found a companion
in the little boy
strapped heavily
in books
who made his vocation his consumption
of every puddle
Sep 2018 · 107
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
My day is
Ash grey
The night is
to long
These words are all wrong
There's nothing right to say
As I lay down to rest
No dreams come it's for the best...
Daylight comes, boredom to
Why'd I bother to give up to soon?
Could this be a better day

- Hannah
Sep 2018 · 219
Tired
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Tired
Tired of trying
Tired of hoping
Tired of coping
Tired of existing
Tired of breathing
Tired of Living
I'm Done
Sep 2018 · 415
A True Friend
Hannah Field Sep 2018
A true friend accepts you as who you are
But also helps you to become who you should be
Sep 2018 · 110
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Is it better to be hated
For what you are
Than to be loved
For what you are not
Sep 2018 · 100
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
It's Sad
Knowing That
I Love Others
More Than
I Love Myself
I Hate To See Others
In Pain
But When It
Comes To
Me
"I'm Fine'
Sep 2018 · 116
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Just because my eyes don't tear
Doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry
And just because I come off strong
Doesn't mean there's nothing wrong
Sep 2018 · 172
Old Friends
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Old friends remain in life. Like a pillar of support, The part you played in my life. The way you strived, For me no one would do, I really love you coz you were my true friend. Life is cool with you because you don't pretend
Sep 2018 · 125
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Roses are red, Violets are blue
sugar is sweet and prehaps so are you
But the roses are wilted and the violets are dead
The sugar bowls empty your wrists are stained red
The sun isn't shining, the sky isn't clear
there's no sliver lining cause your no longer here
Rain keeps on pouring, theres no end in sight
you're laying there frozen, so far from light
Your beautys unreal, your smile the sun
but time can't be turned nor your actions undone
Sep 2018 · 412
Razor Blade, Razor Blade
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Razor Blade, Razor Blade
Let's Sing A Song
Let's Erase The Pain
Even Though It's Wrong
I'll Press You Against My Skin
And Wait For The Blood To Come
My Eyes Full With Tears
The ***** Deed Is Done
The Pain Is Gone
Even If It's Only For Now
As I Smile To Myself
And I Take A Little Bow
Razor Blade, Razor Blade
We Sang Our Little Song
And Now Your Time Is Done
Was It Really That Wrong
Sep 2018 · 101
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
I wonder what would everyone do if I killed myself.
Got it they would all laugh and jump up and down because I killed myself
Sep 2018 · 136
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
She falls down to her knees
So no one can help her up
Because she thinks she is not worth saving
Sep 2018 · 140
No one cares
Hannah Field Sep 2018
I cried myself to sleep last night
I had suicidal thoughts
Does anyone care?????
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sep 2018 · 190
Scars
Hannah Field Sep 2018
The Pain inside
Where no one can see
Is slowly
Killing me

This torture
Inside
Where I hide it
Is ripping me apart
bit by bit

These thoughts
inside
Are hunting me
so dark
It hurts so badly

These Scars
outside
Are just marks
From the wounds
Within
Sep 2018 · 147
Mirror, Mirror
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Mirror, Mirror, on my wall, I just want to be thin pretty and tall

Mirror, Mirror, If I change my hair, maybe someone will start to care?

Mirror, Mirror, If I starve myself at least I'll be beautiful... Forget about my health

Mirror, Mirror, If I cut my wrist will I feel like I exist?

Mirror,  Mirror, don't you see me
What you show is ruining me.
Hannah Field Sep 2018
I seem happy, right?
You see no cuts on my wrists
Only the smile on my lips
You hear me laugh, You see me smile


But did you take time to look into my eyes?
Did you see the emptiness, the darkness?
Did you check my hips
Darling, if only you opened up your eyes
You could see...
I was dying inside
Sep 2018 · 119
Friend's
Hannah Field Sep 2018
I locked Myself In My Room
And cried Tears To Form A Sea
And soon I realized that we were more then friends.
That we were meant to be
Sep 2018 · 139
Just Don't
Hannah Field Sep 2018
Skin Isn't Paper...
Don't Cut It
Face Isn't A Mask...
Don't Cover It
Size Isn't A Book...
Don't Judge It
Life Isn't A Film...
Don't end it
Your Beautiful Just The Way You Are
Sep 2018 · 122
Let me die
Hannah Field Sep 2018
When you can't breathe in their lies
When they laugh at your demise
When everybody kills your dreams
When nothing is really as it seems
When your to weak to continue living
When you can't bear the world, It's unforgiving
When everybody leaves your side
There's only one word... LET ME DIE
Sep 2018 · 244
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Suicide doesn't take away the pain it gives it to someone else
Sep 2018 · 131
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
A glint had caught a baggy eye
To spark a thought to jump the fence
Could I grasp the handle- was I shy
Of what I had to do and hence remain
Enshrined in overwhelming strife
Sep 2018 · 127
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Hannah Field Sep 2018
Why did you try to **** yourself...
You told me to be happy...
Sep 2018 · 149
Poem 2
Hannah Field Sep 2018
A knife to the wrist was her way out
No one ever did hear her shouts
Sep 2018 · 138
My Heart
Hannah Field Sep 2018
My heart is for the loss I lost
The key is what paid the cost
I sit here staring at the sky
Sep 2018 · 470
Suicide
Hannah Field Sep 2018
It's getting bad again, no one cares right.
Hannah Field May 2018
you tell me to quiet down cause
my opinions make me less beautiful
but I was not made with a fire in my belly
so I could be put out
I was not made with a lightness on my tongue
so I could be easy to swallow
I was made heavy
half blade and half silk
difficult to forget and not easy
for the mind to follow
Feb 2017 · 388
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Hannah Field Feb 2017
the gift of friendship

the gift of friendship is a priceless gift, that cannot be brought or sold,its value if far greater than a mountain of gold. for gold is cold and lifeless,it can neither see nor hear,and in the time of trouble it is powerless to cheer. it has no ear to listen,no heart to listen. it cannot bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand. so when you ask god for a gift,be thankful if he sends,not Diamonds,pearls or riches, but the love of a real true friend. PS: this is from my anthology. i hope you like it
Nov 2015 · 634
love is not blind
Hannah Field Nov 2015
love is not blind it sees more and not less but because it sees more it wants to hear less
Oct 2015 · 590
a beautiful day
Hannah Field Oct 2015
there's not a cloud today
just a sky of blue
as the sun shines bright
it feels so new
as you walk down the street
you can see smiles around
it's looks like
everyone came to town
to enjoy the summer day

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