I sit in my room and I cry
They want me to say I am fine
I sit in my room and I cut
They want me to pretend I don't
I sit in my room and attempt sucide
They tell me its all for attention

Soon I won't be here to listen...

The cut across my skin felt like a broken heart shattered across a million times.

Life is hard...
You just gotta do it.

Happy birthday to me.
I wish I were hanging from a tree.

bitter

no one has ever loved me
in ways I dream of

no one has confessed
no one wants to die for me

I'm so bitter

I hate love

even if
I want to badly fall in love

no one has ever looked at me
saying
look at my world

I'm not handsome
not pretty

I don't smile
I don't frown

I'm just bitter

I don't dress nice
I don't really care

so bitter

love will never find me

we don't drive down anymore
when we'd sit by the waves

you're so controlling
I can't play my music in the car

you're so demanding
I have no money

shaking my head to the music
pretend I'm listening

tiring
it's so tiring

hard to live life with a man
all he does is want
never gives me nothing