I wake up
every morning
I sleep
every night
just a cycle
of days, months, years
caught up in the cycle
of life, of death and in between
I have no dream
just a shell
of skin, of bone and blood
I'm empty
eventually I will be full
in months, in years, in decades
maybe I will never
eventually I will be full
of false images, unrealistic hope, unreachable goals
non of which I will reach
because I there's nothing
in my head, my dreams not even nightmares
nothing, just survival
when you're caught up in a cycle
where
I wake up
every morning
I sleep
every night

I will always cherish you.
Even in my darkest, most trying days; I find myself comforted just by the thought of you.
Coming home to your smile after a hard days work is the greatest blessing ever.
Through you I have realised the depth of love one can feel.
You are such an amazing and selfless person and I feel so lucky to have you in my life.
Darling, There may be many fishes in the sea but there is only one you, for me, in this life and beyond.
My everything. My soul-mate. My wife.
I love you.