This is for the person who doesn't care
Where feelings are not shared
Sleepless nights wherein we all worry
Yet we never heard the word "sorry"
She who keeps on doing what's wrong
Ignoring us like an unwanted song
She who was cut with a knife that was never our fault
Little did they know we're slowly being stabbed with a sword
Those who do not know think she's in sorrow
To those who do know pity us for an effort unreturned
To those who gave their all was left behind in return
Yet no one asks why our hearts stop its burn
We made our efforts to do what's right
Ending up being the villain guy
I have more things to say
That sometimes cursing is my only ways
Why we are not noticed?
People might say we immediately gave up
Yet a year of sleepless nights is what they don't know
We tried to do the right
Yet she thinks we're not
Right becomes wrong
And believe me, were already tired
We just want others to realize
How selfish she is.
And now we return our feelings
Now you'll know how it feels
When people don't care.

I take the blame to all of your sins
Have you ever considered on how I feel?
Waiting until early morning
Unable to sleep because of worry
Then here I am with the same situation
But judgement was all on me
All i want is for you to understand
Because even I worry beforehand
Yet while I'm doing the same thing
I'm not disrespecting
But I still wonder why
And I save my self when I apologize
But stabs on my back
Increases to where I stand.
Blurting out lies
"I am fine"
But everyday, I just want to die

Is there something wrong with me?
I know I have a ***** loose
It's fine whatever I choose
Am i to selfish to think
That everything i say should be right and should be?

Maybe I am
But I'm not that kind of person
Maybe there are times that I am
But i still have my reasons

I know my personality has been mixed up
I don't know what to do and what should not
Maybe i wasn't guided that much
But time cannot be reversed
And even I start to wonder why

Maybe I was too shocked with the change
Tha I'm not able to respond well
Or maybe it's the fear that dwells
Where hearts cannot heal with a bandage

If you're asking
How did I became like this?
Don't worry
I also ask the same thing
Why are there fears in every sight?
Why are there tears every night?

I start to have a destructive mind.
I can handle stress but not pressure
I start thinking, should I die?
But that's not a real ending.

With this long poem
Tell me, is there something wrong
Yes, these words are not enough
To express a melancholic song..

after all the people that stayed
first love always remains

first love never leaves,
scars are still seen
and words still scream

first love never dies
because those were your first lies

first love always stays
**and he was my first heartbreak

for your happiness
these feelings will not show
for your happiness

**i will let go

Just smile
It will all pass
Just smile,
To the things you can't grasp