Heavy rain
thunder outside
as a new day begin
smelling your skin
kissing your chest
It’s here that I rest
seeing your smile
wake up
makes my burning heart
turn into a wildfire
I cannot control
I know you feel it too
your heart beats faster
as I keep kissing you
grab my back
hold my hair
and kiss me
good morning

I have kissed boys

Girls

People in between

But lately I have been kissing bottles

Their lips are colder than yours

But slowly I have realized that the pounding headache when I wake is less hurtful than the shattering in my chest

Yet as these toxins rush through my veins

I can't help but miss the tracing of your fingers along my skin

Miss the numbness of the world when you lie with me

But when I wake I remember that a headache is treated with an aspirin

While heartache

Well if you have a cure for Heartache let me know

I’m always on the run
running for my life
I don’t know where to
I just know I’m running
from my past

Seems like I forgot
what it feels like
to live

what does it even
mean to have fun, I
dont know

how does a true laugh
feel like, I seem to have
forgot

It's difficult to look
at happy faces, when
your life is ruined