I crave consumption, An urge to purge, To cease all function, To rid the the world Of the destruction caused by me. I crave consumption, I crave to undo this liability
I promise to give myself the things I deserve I promise that it's not because of you I hurt me
Deteriorate, I die behind the scenes You'll come to find that descending madness ain't serene As I make it seem
It's said a promise is comfort to a fool So shame on me for believing in you Very comforting your lies were Now I'm here questioning my own worth
"It's irrelevant" I'm usually the skeptic here But the tables have turned The roles are reversed
It's your reckoning I am undone with no care It's time to let you know
I write in dedication I am forever grateful Thanks to your behaviours Now I am truly able To hide myself from the world 'Cause all you do is hurt me I had trust in your word No surprise you desert me You're watching from the sidelines My body bleeds in a trench As if I'm a sci-fi Does dealing with reality make your gut wrench? (Do I make your gut wrench?)