Time is always in the past

Even now

Is in the past

Now

All the years I will spend waiting

Will eventually be one with

All the years I have spent waiting

Still, I will wait

Very Zen...

But it's not because I am patient

I am not a patient boy  hums Fugazi

Or some studied guru or master of meditation

Nor am I Rip Van Winkle, for that matter

But if you ask me if I'm waiting, the answer is as it has always been:

Yeah, I'm waiting....

I live in the future but also the past, constantly caught between the two.
Thinking about the things I wish I could change,
Whilst worrying about what has yet to come…

it has always been
a challenge to let others in.

i'm afraid to admit
that i'm the real sin.

No one can hear me down here
But thats what you wanted, isn't it?

Neither had time to
meet each other.

When they finally agreed
to meet, time did not agree
to be a witness.