Today! As we cast off and set sail
I find my heart on a course that's opposite
Seated at my work station
Altering the set points and all that's not necessary to mention
Your face was all I could see
I could hear my heart yelling your name form across the sea
Wish I said goodbye
But there was no time
We were full away in no time
Tick tock! Watch was over in slow time!
I charged for the hatch on the starboard of A-Deck
But err' where was real dark
Tried to put a call through
Not a single bar!
This is the beginning of the rest of the voyage
And I'm not a bit worried about the pirates
I'm dying to hear you call my name
Talk silly with you all day!
I just realised that my heart might be out here at sea
But my heart is with you
And with you is where I want it to be

Our past has done so much to us,
We are only left with memories.
What was,
What would have been,
What should have been.

Our past has done so much to us
Kept us on a leash
We are afraid to do anything
We are afraid to love again
We are afraid to trust again
Too scared to repeat again
Too scared to be again
Why should i Begin Again?

I wish i could stop worrying about what people thought of me
Will they like my dress?
Will they like my posts?
Will they think i'm too needy?
Will they think i'm too proud?
Will they think i'm too blunt?
Will they think my skirt is too short?
Will they think my skirt is too long?
Will they like my new car?
Will they like my boyfriend?
Will they think i'm too slim?
Will they think i eat too much?
Will they think i make a lot of money?
Will they think i'm too poor?
Will they think i deserve this?
Will they like me now that i'm abroad?
I unconsciously ask myself these questions..
I unconsciously create a life that others will like
I lock myself away
Who cares what i think?
Let's live to please others shall we!