Emotional replacement
Distortion
Got out of control
Lost in proportion
My intuition and my hesitation
Are playing with me
I’m not passing this test
Can’t give it a rest
And I’m protesting
And hoping for best
It’s my manifest
I’m on a quest
And questioning
All that I’ve learned
I feel like I’m locked
Between past and the future
But trying to put myself first
And I would give it a try
If I knew this is mine
But getting hopeless and cry
I’m alone all the time
With wrong people around
Who are messing with me
Oh I wish I was free
Let me make it all clear
I’m unhappy with being like this
From outside I’m adult
But deeply inside
I’m like abandoned child
Who doesn’t know what is right
I guess that would be a better lyrics for a song then a poem itself. But I don’t play any musical instrument anymore. Oh well... So let it just be here.