Your eyes are open to the rest of the world, Seeing all that await you.
You see the passing of time but blink,  unaware that you miss the best moment.  You finish looking at the world behind the glass and find it stained black and colorless.  You now know that the grey world behind the glass was a lie and you found the truth.  Was it worth breaking out of your cage?  Or would go back to looking through your colorful glass?

I wish things weren't different.  
I wish things stayed the same.
But life have ways of changing.  
None of them good in any way.

I know I'm broken,  not one piece but two.  
I hope you can glue them back, good as new.
If not then you can sew the pieces back that's fine too.  

Loving me is hard, fixing the broken pieces.
In the end its worth it, you won't be let down.
Don't you worry, I'll fix you too.

The beauty of your eyes make even the most hardened heart beat.         Your lips are like candy, something everyone want to eat.
Your body is on a whole other level, the way you move is like water and fire. Graceful and mesmerizing.
You make my heart beat like a drum, you make it hard to stand and easy to forget. It's hard to think you feel nothing for me, but I understand.  
For you love another man.  
Why was fate a cruel man?

In the world beyond hope,
Mirrored by selfish acts of sin.
The heavens hold me down, fear and disgust on their faces.
Lust and greed plague my mind.
Ever so strong like the weight of a thousand thoughts.

Have you ever come across a person that lifts you high and then weighs you down like gravity. Feeling like **** but blissful at once. Living in feeling and knowing the cost. I wish it were easy but dying is hard.

The falling hope that wishs things to go away.
The god awful taste of depression that's on it's way.  
It's a crime to commit self harm.
So, in these last few moments of life, what do i look forward to in the afterlife?