Am I to quiet, or am I to loud. I can’t figure out, whats going on all around. I feel like I’ve been taken. Surrounded in darkness. Stuck and drowned. I’m left in my mind, and I can’t get out.
it's not that I'm antisocial that I want to be alone or friends are an intrusion to my fragile state of mind it's just that I'm protecting you from the madness behind my eyes
that’s the curious thing about memories you see; no matter if you’re thinking about the best ones or the worse ones they each leave you feeling a little emptier afterwards.
Lately my words have felt like bullets that only graze the edge of the target. A feeling of emptiness saturates my mouth as I speak.
Lately I feel like the validity of my presence is tied to some word count. Like my existence is an essay that I must write, I just cannot find the right words.
It's been raining in my heart all day storm clouds gather, growing dark The chances of the sun's bright rays are looking completely stark A thick blanket of fog rolls in followed by strikes of lightening A wave of emotional turbulence the storm in my heart's closing the distance