When the darkness compels me
She is the light that unveils me
Patient and kind
She is mine
Oh so forgiving
It’s somewhat chilling
She loves me
When no one is willing
Heart so pure
That I am sure
Taking my breath away
Each and everyday
She knows me
More than I can say
Made just for me
She is where I want to be
She is me

If I died today
What would they play
Well I wanna hear Amazing Grace
Let my children play
For this is a happy day
My time has come
All wounds undone
Forgive me for my wrong
Let the time go on
Love peace and joy
Let us rejoice
Happy and free
This is where im meant to be

I am impatient
Exasperated
Reaching my destination

So many limitations

This ain’t no vacation

Time is perpetual
Feel what I’m saying

This vessel is evanescent
Man I learned my lesson

Where the **** is my progression
****, didn’t get the message

Progression is not of the essence

Listen at your discretion

This is my speculation

No need for susceptibility

Condemned before nativity
This world is in captivity

Brainwashed and oblivious
Under their supremacy

Never finding tranquility
Just another annuity

Contradicted delusions
Man I just might lose it

Into the abyss
Nah I don’t wanna be missed

My words are amidst

Never am I safe
A tainted disgrace
Trying to find my place, in this empty space
Conceal my fear, don’t let it get near
Victim of oppression
Hella deep depression
Secrete my soul, let my story be told
Here I am, I am here, I AM HERE
Hear my cries
Save me from my disguise
Black butterflies float across the skies
Oh how I wish it was me
Happy and care free
Words I cannot speak
This is not for the weak
But something tells me
speak babe speak
Hold on I can’t breath
Perturbation I’m on my knees
Never at ease  
Still I persevere
Drink me a beer
No tears shed here
Black butterflies float across the skies
Liberated
No need for disguise

This is me
I like lonely
Lonely and free
No stress
No mess
Just depressed
But
Time heals every mess

I am me
That’s all I can be
Your validation and theirs
Is not important to me
Everyone has an opinion
Of what they feel
Or think they know of ME
But the reality
Will have you shook
See I’m no open book
Hell no you can’t take a look
I am not a drug
Used and abused
For your own amuse
You stand to lose
I suffer from my own headaches
Mistakes and heartbreaks
Far from fake
I’m just awake
Ha Ha Ha Haaaaa
Yeah I made the mistake
Letting down my guard
Proving **** to a wall
Never again will I fall
Nah I ain’t no saint
But I stand tall through it all
Timeless aggression
Black butterfly has learned a lesson
She is no more
Like an eagle I soar
I owe it to my children
Peace and tranquility
So to all who speak of ME
Spill what you feel
And bash me at will
Only the children I bore will know
My love is real