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 Aug 14 Xolia
Nikita
The version of me you never met
Was the best secret that I ever kept

False smiles and a witty joke
You'll never see past the positivity cloak

Why would I tell you I'm not fine
When you don't let me in your mind

Hair up and makeup done
You'll never see me in the evening sun

Meals prepped, trash stashed away
You hear only what I want to say

Even this account is best kept private
If you knew my truth, you'd never survive it
 Aug 13 Xolia
ebonymarie93
History may repeat itself
But so do my words:
"I'm fine."
A lie I've perfected over time.
The truth?
I've been lost for a while.
 Aug 13 Xolia
Blue Sapphire
You live within my pain

like the silence between heartbeats.
 Aug 13 Xolia
Rastislav
She sat alone, beside the door
not asking much, not asking more.

She didn’t wait for steps to fall
but for a glance.
No cry. Just call.

. . .

She wasn’t silent out of fear,
nor lost for words that wouldn’t clear.

She simply held that hush so deep
your broken soul
could rest, could sleep.

. . .

When you were cruel, she did not shake.
When you were low, she’d bend, not break.

She breathed like grass, a quiet thing,
forgave it all, just with a blink.

. . .

You could have left.
Or screamed. Or lied.
Or tossed your anger off with pride.

She knew it all.
She didn’t plead.
She breathed, just breathed
like hope, like need.

. . .

And if you left and never came
past morning’s hush, beyond the flame

she still would sit…
no names, no cries…
and watch the night
as if
it shines.
 Aug 12 Xolia
Blue Sapphire
As I was falling into the darkness

a helping hand reached out

to pull me out of the dark

and bring me back to light.

Afraid of dragging a friend down

I pulled my hands back,

let it go.

Broke the last

thread of light.
 Aug 12 Xolia
Arpitha
Heart
 Aug 12 Xolia
Arpitha
My heart, it bled
in unknown colors
Always did overflow
for both friend and foe

I no longer wear it on my sleeve
It is hidden where it can’t be seen
Buried so deep
I no longer feel its presence
Except for when tears stream down my face
 Aug 12 Xolia
Arpitha
Tired
 Aug 12 Xolia
Arpitha
I’m tired to the bone
Exhausted
Fatigued
Weary
Even the small tasks
feel like a burden
No!!
I don’t want to get up
Don’t want to pretend
that I am okay
All I want is
a dreamless sleep;
to wake up
as a new person
who no longer feels like this.
 Aug 10 Xolia
Blue Sapphire
I opened my heart for you

and let you in.

All you did was

crushed it from within.
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