I’m completely utterly LOST.
My body was L-O-S-To a mind who thought it would be prettier in a size 0
My soul was L-O-S-To the expectations I saw around me
My heart is L-O-S-To a boy with big brown eyes
My confidence is L-O-S-To the people who talk silently in the corner, and my courage has always been gone.
My mind is L-O-S-To my own worst enemy - myself
I was completely utterly L-O-S-Till I realized that I was L-O-S-Time
will heal all wounds they say but what if the wounds are completely utterly L-O-STains
in my heart, my mind, my soul.
Then what do you do?
I yearn to be F-O-U-N-D

It was
the shortest breath ever taken
The longest night prevailed
I gathered up all
my wintered thoughts
I would send
them all back down to Hell

To Whom :
I'm not concerned
666 Hades Street
on the Rue
Enclosed for your inspection
Every sin and all insanity ,
everything that you made me do  

I know I must
accept the credit
I spent every last dime of mine
Now I feed the pigs of others
eating much better
while on the inside
I'm slowly dying

But you better now
be some wary
The sun shall also rise
All of the time
that I have squandered
will be responding
In this cold crystal air

So I step forward
Into the eternity of today
I'm leaving for my home
So many miles away
I will beg of my father
for forgiveness
I already know what he'll say

Crying,
Is not a form of weakness,
But,
It is a catalyst to give you power.
A catalyst,
To display,
All your difficulties out front,
Without having to play the role of the strong figure;
Faking that smile, laugh,
Through your difficulties.
You need to,
CONFRONT YOUR DEMONS.
Then,
The realisation of weakness,
Often leads to something rare,
Your strength.
A strength you never thought you had!

//KZ.M

I'm careless with my things
i've lost pens to the ether
coins to nonexistent black holes and voids
But you are no object
And you insist i call you 'mine'
what you don't realize
Is that if i do
I'll be condemning you.
To the farthest reaches of the dark
To the places I can no longer find
And i do not want that.
I do not want to lose you
You are not spare change, not the left overs from something of value
Not a pen used and lost
You are the thoughts flowing in my head
The ones that dance with my hand leaving ink like footsteps
See our beauty in tandem
With every streak from this pen
And every stroke from this brush
And every word seen, sung, or  spoken
Stay.
For you are the air that surrounds me and i still want to breathe
So please.
Dont let me lose you

I find peace in the rain
like drops of pain drain down
rabbit holes and relic phones
missing calls made many moons ago
like waves and floods and blooming buds
new beginnings, measly winnings, still not your heart
take me apart, with broken glass, cracks
and paper creases, pleas and pleases
pieces, proving parts still move in hearts
hold fast for hurricanes that say to leave her
for love I'll be a firm believer.

In just an instant I go blind
lost in the radiant sunshine
of your crazy beautiful mind.
intensely you whisper your
love for me in my ear and I
can only shutter you away
as I open my eyes, losing you.