Your verdant eyes are looking away,
They seek for eternal peace somewhere
And I ask every night if I may..
Come closer to you and show my care.

In the light of innocent sun rays
I look in your eyes, where I lost myself,
I look into forest, where my love lays,
But I hide feelings in the deepest shelf.

i don't hear the whispers anymore
neither do I see the flashing lights.
my bed has become a graveyard,
where my blood is a fountain
and my chest opened
for the flies that drink brown liquor
and spit through rotten teeth
for the worms that deceive their own sisters
ending lives just for grinding teeth.

How have I come to hate myself?