I have become very uninterested
in a life without you.

i love you so much
you are my life
and world
and everything.
you are perfect to me.






















but you are not loving me back.



actually it hurts
a lot.



i'm waiting
for a long time.



still waiting.






i'm weak.
and weaker.
and today is the weakest of me.








congratulation.
long last.
it's your wedding.
you kiss her.




now i know i have to find someone
worth a life
and better than you.






(but i can't)






i'm dying.
i'm stranded
in loneliness.

it's ok to cry
it's ok to let go
it's ok to find someone better.



i'll find someone better than you
i promise.





(it's ok)

I am a strong
Believer
In
Memories
Magic
Mystery
Mercy
Monsters
Marvels
­Miracles
Madmen
Malice
Marriage
Majesty
Masterpieces
Matchmaking
­And
Mayhem.

I am so comfortable when you're around
I feel secure, it feels so warm
Even if there's no talking
Even if  *just staring

i am imprisoned by my own delusions of you and me