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Becoming colorless
And all communal
I wish you would go south & Slam
Vanish & scram town
So vain, high, & mighty
I wanna sneak away
Maybe even storm out
Compose & Dream up
So, I’ll have to steal away madness
Withdraw & leave a wound
Wear & Tear through the pigment
Kiss it goodbye
I’ll cut & run so fast
Just to strengthen & brighten
No single civil will get one glimpse
Interesting & disappearing
The Slow & Steady
Ditchin & Bleachin  
Now you wanna Back Out
While I Watch you Wash Out
Since I’m feeling you Fade Out
Vamonos ready for a Blow Out
Yeh, this is my Hurl Amore
Chapter One: Confessions Of Aggression
You are a movie I keep watching,
To feel again,
Gazing and gazing over and over again,
You are my favorite movie on repeat,
A plot that ends in a blink of an eye
An uneasy chill down my spine,
You are a ghost from my past,
A missing memory,  
An unsolved puzzle,
I'm forever dazed in a maze,
Forever a broken damaged record,
Blind in a labyrinth of passageways,
Rolling, blazing, and boiling down a flight of stairs,
You will never cure me,
For I am forever
Interrupted & corrupted.
Chapter One: Confessions Of Aggression
You forget as easily as forgetting an umbrella on a train
You were double-dealing
You were forced to discover
Nothing fades when the door is forced closed
You see the parts that would bore you
Because they would bore me too
So, you visualize & visualize sometimes  
Sagas that run off the page
The only way you can cross the line
Because you are human
And you desire what you cannot have
You realize what you have money cannot buy
But still, you wonder & wonder  
Because you are only human
Still, you have everyone convinced
You have told lies on top of lies that now  
Somehow seem true
Everyone is so convinced
But what if the joke is on you?
So, you keep your hands tied as long as you can
Hoping all of this will be worth the time
But God holds your truth tight
The only one who knows
What is authentic & pure.
Chapter One: Confessions Of Aggression
Hey, I’m Arcadya. And I’m addicted to happiness & I don’t like to cry. Though, I have cried in the face of happiness more often than I try. I used to write love poems but now they are all about me. I’m also a runner & I can run so fast before you can blink an eye. And I’m sorry if I left you behind. Know that I have a lot to learn and there is a war within I needed to fight. I just got so inspired. My buttons were pushed & I just got so **** high.

Hi, I’m also called A. And I’m addicted to self-improvement, the search, & the high. I’d go to high stakes just to feel alive. And I refuse to drink drugs, cause I wanna do it on my own. Here is a little on my soul, it looks like the devil & sometimes I just wanna be so ******* bad. And trust me I don’t need to be saved. And I don’t **** around. I’m in love with the hunt itself. And it's true I have a lot to learn. And the lone wolf **** is hard to die. And God knows I need to learn to lean. But if you are still around, know that you really light my fire. So, if you are still with me. This means you can keep up. And man, I **** with that. I dreamed of a world who knew the real me other than the ones I count on my hand.  

So hi, I’m Danya & there is more to me than what meets the eye. And trust me I only get better with time. Don’t get it twisted, I’m a sweetie at heart. My momma taught me right. Yet, my daddy made me tough. So, I’m always at my prime. And I’m laying this all out on the line cause I said **** It, I’m gonna fly high-class with my art in one hand and my heart in the other. Cause I do it for love not validation. And you’ll be seeing me in the city flashing lights.
Chapter One: Confessions of Aggression
I’m slipping beneath.
Agony today I wait.
Midnight he wrote. Midnight.
Sunshine streams the path.
Long time coming, here we are.
Pure hearts, this is peace.
Seeds lay on pathways.
No such beauty than right here now.
Light this season up golden.
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