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Chrissy Nov 2014
Standing in the rain
While it washes away the tears,
As the *** drowns out the pain,
And who says it makes me any less of a man,
That was never part of mine or anyone's plan.
I hold my emotions in for so long that it becomes an injury,
And my tears are fallin', fallin' like rain,
Questioning whether love was the true mark of Cain,
Branded in my core to forever punish me,
Hoping that one of these angels will set me
forever free.
  Nov 2014 Chrissy
Pax

A tear today,
        A smile tomorrow.

I cried today,
         and tomorrow I will be okay.


© Pax
from me to you my friends & passer by: i always remember this.. this is one of my principles.. it was based on my experience.. when my mother died of breast cancer few years back i cried almost every night... then the next morning I could do my task alright not to be too emotionally withdrawn to the world around me, it keeps me focus until it made me feel better.

Just let it out, cry it out, then the next day you'll be okay. :)
  Nov 2014 Chrissy
Sydney Ann
As I cry these mental tears
I realize
what I miss the most
Is the warmth
And your eyes
Those beautiful eyes                                                                
And most of all
The way
I  could feel your heart
                                              your precious life so close to mine                  
I was so touched
That you would open up
And let me in
And I feel so bad
That I tore your heart up
Instead of protecting it

And  now the tears come
In my head
  Nov 2014 Chrissy
Sin Rose
I miss you
so much it hurts
my soul
my bones
my skin
my heart.
I just want
to be held-
safe in your
arms-
in my home.
I miss you
so much
it hurts.
  Nov 2014 Chrissy
A Sickening Love
Sorry I'm such a burden.
But my depression can show up so sudden.
It comes an goes,
Sometimes when I fake that smile to the world,
I can fake out myself.
I think I'm happy sometimes.
But I never am.
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