Self love is a war,
Except you are on both sides.
Everyday a different battle,
Like the changing of the tides.
Your mind tells your heart
“You are not what you seem”
Never a small bit of satisfaction,
Never truly clean.
You must learn
You are what you make yourself
The lesson is to
Love yourself
Speak yourself

You say I'm so full of myself
As you
Scream, and shout and yell at me
You say I am to blame
But how could you say such a thing
You say it is all my fault
But it is free will

Please stop banging on my doors
Doors to my head
It is getting to loud
Please stop making me feel like
The bad guy
Please just stay away
Stay away from my world

You don't belong here
Stop draging me down
Please be aware for one moment
Listen to yourself
.
.
.
But I guess it's all a choice..... Right?

I can't see myself in a deep crowd
and I feel alone deeply when you're beside me
sitting alone on the table beside the moon
can't even hear the right tune
caught me red-handed in the room
searching for the drug I've been using
checkmate!
you got me,darling
you got me staring.