Guilt.
An emotion so small
Yet so destructive

Pain.
The pain I felt when I saw you cry
Or when I left for another guy

Regret.
A feeling I don’t know how to portray
When all I did was run away

Envy.
I thought I was okay
Until I saw you look at her that way

Anger.
But you’re not mine
Maybe our stars were never aligned?

Acceptance.
But all I wish is that you’re happy and well
I’m sorry I only have 3 brain cells

Apology.
Even though things can’t be the same
Hopefully we can still play video games

(Hi you know who you are, I’m sorry this is a sucky apology but wowie emotions and anxiety, maybe you won’t see this because only god knows if you’re still active but... I’m sorry, you don’t have to accept it. Just know I admit I treated you badly and I’m so sorry things ended like they did, but I just hope you’re happy and healed ok)

I yearn for you.

I'm stuck in a place I'm starting to regret.

Everything is starting to feel dull and blue.

I kinda wish we never met.

Because here I am in another person's arms.

Wishing for your tender touch.

I couldn't help but fall for your charms.

I just miss you so very much.

Our moonlit dance
The gentleness of it’s light as we flounce around
Moving in perfect harmony

The stars twinkle in your eyes
And your voice smooth like honey
An angelic laugh emerge from your lips
I’m happy for our moonlit dance

But clouds roll in
And the moon is gone, leaving us in the dark
Suddenly it’s empty and I’m all alone
Our harmony coming to a halt

The clouds disappear, the moonlight coming back
And there you are
Enjoying a moonlit dance with someone else