beckie d and the poetry

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

the bombs went off
all chaos broke loose
just before the world exploded
she thought to herself
this is just how i thought it would be
what a dramatic way to die
what a perfect time to leave

what a perfect time to leave

#apocalypse

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

Newborn

What would I do
If I could live this life again?
What would I do?
What would I say?
Who would I be?
Not much.
Not much.
I would be me
I would be a new born baby

i would be a new born baby

#new #born

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

and that was great

i wanted her to be skinnier
and that was great
because i was improving someone else
she didn't want to change
wanted to live her own life
but that was great
because i had a grand plan
i tied her to a chair
slit her throat
cut off her limbs
she was dead
but she was lighter
and that was great

she committed the sin of being over weight
so he taught her a lesson

#fatphobia

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

photographic memory

the only me you will ever know
is the woman in the photo
the only thing you'll keep of me
is the photo we took that day on the beach

the only me you will ever know

#memory

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

Change (I Want)

I want change in my cup
I want change to the system
I want to change my perspective
I want to change a life

I want to change the record
I want a change of style
I want a change that has real meaning
I want to change your mind

I want to change the narrative
I want to change what is corrupt
I want to change their attitude
I want change in my cup

i want to change your mind

#change

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

Long Enough

Look at me just long enough to know you don't like what you see

Talk to me just long enough to know you want to leave

Keep me around just long enough to know I take up too much space

Find the words just cruel enough to let me know I am only a drain

Notice my absence just long enough to know that you made a mistake

you made a mistake

#mental #health #friendship #goodbyes

beckie d and the poetry Aug 2021

grand prize

you wanted me dead,
buried
rotting in the ground
you wanted me to sacrifice
my survival
in the spirit of goodbye
I admit to entertaining the thought
tempting as it was
but i know that my death would result in you winning
taking home the grand prize of corruption
that just would not do at all
so i chose to live on

taking home the grand prize of corruption

#corruption #suicide