beckie d and the poetry

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

Different can be lonely
Lonely is my home
You see things in a certain way
When you're seeing them alone
Different is the only way I know

different is the only way i know

#different #lonely

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

this one is for you

to all the ones who were pushed away
labelled a drain
by the ones who were supposed to love you

to all the ones who were bullied
to humiliation
past the point of reconciliation

to all the ones who were cruelly abused
denied a voice
refused the chance to be heard

to all the ones who are still hurt

i am here and this one is for you

this one is for you

#abuse #recovery

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

Her Name (Last Mistake)

You called me something different today

When I never changed my name

You called me something different

Such a difference someone else's name can make

You called me something different

You called me by her name

The last mistake you ever made

the last mistake you ever made was calling me by her name

#unfaithful

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

Thoughts on Kindness

If kindness is weakness
I am proud to be weak
When you lie in bed at night
Alone with your ***** conscience
Remember that I'm sleeping soundly

i sleep soundly

#kindness

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

Don't Call Me Rebecca

Don't call me Rebecca
We don't have to be so formal

Don't call me Rebecca
As though we are doing business

Don't call me Rebecca
As though we are strangers

Don't call me Rebecca
I'm losing my patience

Don't call me Rebecca
What ever happened to friendliness?

Don't call me Rebecca
We don't need to be so proper

I want to be mates
So let's start again

Don't call me Rebecca
Beckie is my name

don't call me Rebecca

#names

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

Disappointment

I am tired of being your disgusting disappointment

I am never going to meet your expectations

I am removing myself from your claustrophobic shelf

I am choosing to escape to be another runaway

I will not dissapoint you again

i am sick of being your disgusting disappointment

#disappointment

beckie d and the poetry Apr 2021

Price of Perfection

I tried to be perfect all of my life
Until the day that I realised
Perfection comes with a heavy price

perfection has a price

#perfection #price