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Avestani Sep 2018
Look through the glass can you see me
Look through the book do you read me
Can't stop my flow it's revealing
Let's both break through our ceilings

Can't stop this symphony
(The opera clock started at 1)
Cant catch the melody
(who told you, that this was gunna be fun)
I want a killing spree
(the story they told was about true love)
Get this away from me
(the last scene is boring let's go do drugs)

With you and me there's something special
Note I didn't say it was good or bad
You and me need to see some professionals
Objectively speaking you drive me mad
Im shining gold, your aura is red and blue
I see you sidestepping my words you crab
Let's take a vacation I'll be right next to you
**** all your feelings, pack seperate bags

Taking tests to see who's the best
I'm lost in an ocean my arms need rest

Fall down and ill pound you in the ground
I'm hopeful today cause you wore a dress

Take two am I acting like you
My friends just all told me I'm playing the fool
Why the **** is the spotlight on me
I'm just in here crawling to try and get free

Kick open the trapdoor on the mainfloor
Phantom is here and he's scaring the crowd
I guess I get real loud when I'm angry
Don't you do the same

I got a million little pieces
Who helped pick a title to your thesis
I know you favorite candy's Reeses
Just tell me, do we even need this
Avestani Sep 2018
Fractures in my intellect break me down to the worm that I am
Is it so easy
Is it so easy to be ******
Is it so easy
Is it so easy to be ******

Broken ego lain to waste in the land of the ******
Broken kingdoms laying at my feet destroyed by my own hand
Sorrow is on the horizon I got another level to show you that I was not meant to turn into the devil

This is the bridge
This is the bridge
This is the bridge
This is the bridge
This is the bridge

I am a hollow
Hollow human
Subjected to the whims of my own moral complications
I know my soul would benefit from another vacation
Lost in the burial sounds the tears that fall the bell that rings
My body is transcending Astral world where angels sing

I bring you light I bring you dark I bring you hope for the land
I bring you dust I bring you sand and ask to make another demand
There was no hope there was no light I lost my fight
And now I'm begging for a flame that I could reignite

Hollow body hollow mind fill me up with thoughts divine
Open my third eye
Show me the way of love
Broken the cancer
And release the doves
A marriage of spirituality and me
Show me the way of love
Show me the way of love
Avestani Sep 2018
They told me you owed this to the powers that be
I told them when you paid it you deserve to be free
They told me that you owed this to the powers that be
To the powers that be
To the powers that be

Set the stage for the odyssey
A story paved in blood
Raining from the crimson sky
On your path to true love

And I could never be without you
I could never be without your smile
All the things you did
Every breathe you take
I want to see you shining brighter

Let me tell you that it's easy to work this out
And you'll belive me cause you're starting to swim in doubt
I'll dam the ocean just to tell you that we're in a drought
I'll make this easy cause you're too hard to live without

Just another take, of a mansion
I'll make a house filled with golden intentions
Just another take, of a mansion
I'll make a house filled with golden intentions

Dripping from my tongue are the words of good intention but please just don't mention the startling fences appear as your walking you thought you were free but the price that you paid was to be part of me and I'm shattered to pieces but I'll rebuild myself and then you'll find your place among one of my shelfs and all wrapped in blue is the hint of respect cause I dabble in dark things I cannot forget

The things that you owed have you paid your respects and your debts cause I'm watching the rift in your chest derilict your hearts hungry your eating yourself from the inside.
Avestani Sep 2018
Exactly on target, we shoot words with silence
In each glare of violence, we re-do the stylings
Of mental athletics, brains jumping through hoops made of fire
We tight rope across all of these verbal tripwires
Got your thoughts in a circus the ringmasters nervous
But **** he deserves it Oh god I deserve it

The rambling I'm ambling I'm scrambling to make it back home
Screaming how did this happen
I softened my landing but still fell with passion
I've laid a foundation but misread the pavement
Got ****** up and ****** down, I'm raining these statements
Is this what the pain meant? My minds train in derailment

I love, the moments, that I spend, beside you
But crumple, inside in, the moments, I lie to you
Lost in verbal warfare tounge twister suicide I'm fighting a battle to my death my heart and brain either way it goes I know I'll feel the pain I'm talking lying to myself so convinced I speak the truth, that when you catch me in my lies, just know I think I caught me too

Tripping on the patches of ice built from frozen tears.
Got a semi-conductive, convulsing electrical jukebox, playing some music to die for to die to
I'm slipping on brain juice, I'm hoping it stained you, I'm driving this nail under influential musings, right through my skull
Dulling the pain turning to my drug
Breathing in the ashes of a devastating love

And it's tuned to the doves
The peace of mind in my lungs
All i keep is the love
You take it all and then some
Cause I've been running on E
But life has never been this easy
Avestani Sep 2018
You, you like to take it slow
Effortlessly you follow the flow
Me, I think I'm like the sea
I'll swallow you whole and never set you free

You like the steady pace of things
I plant self- doubt with every sin
You love to tango in the rain
I'm always stressed so I complain
You fell in love with nature's grace
I've never tried to find my faith
I never saw the point in faith  
How could it really be so great?

I dab the poison on my tongue
So when I talk I know they'll run
Primal defense to stall the pain
Each verbal dagger strikes a vein
I've made my peace with losing trust
You think I've hurt myself enough
I think I've fallen out of touch
I guess I never gave a ****

I gotta lead bullet chewed up in my cheek
And one French kiss is bound to leave your knees weak
Characteristically dancing entwined like yin and yang
Your tongue is my muse,
I'll cut it out and pocket your words that I sink in like quicksand
Save them for a rainy day cause **** couldn't get much worse,

A penny's too much for your thoughts
Do you take, payment plans
Cause I got money coming my way
Heart whisperer by day and mind ****** by night
Don't report me to the sheriff cause I've been ******* his wife's brain.
Swallow this ink and drag my tongue across the canvas of your body
Paint a picture of my love I always bury in my lust
I got a bullet for myself I gotta use before it rusts

I don't know how to walk among the others
Got a million ******* faces that you're melting through like butter
You're a table flip exorcist driving me insane
Is the me you're tryna bring out really not the same?
I'm a self taught human I had to fix my brain
Cause I never had a feeling that wasn't preordained
And I want to be a human I want to be the same.
Avestani Sep 2018
To be devoured is to enter the unknown, submerged in pleasure foretold in the stones,
Submission to malice that blots our the truth, when souls both collide and the demon takes root.
Lust is the name and its lost in the ledger, for every soul taken misguided by pleasure, your feathers get plucked by each steady measure, you lie to yourself when you think you know better,
It's easy to hate and its harder to feel, that all of your wants lead to Elysian Fields,
Sure of the path but not sure of the cost, the lesson of life is that pain is the boss, Give and they take no one cares if your cry, burning in hell your cheeks always stay dry,
The moment of truth always comes far too late, you've cooked in your madness and dine from the plate,
Fools who know nothing have faith in their letters, faith in their strength to handle stormy weather but crack from the root when you tug on the vine, they act like their God's but can't hear the divine, Stumbling mind lost in passion and pain, medicate yourself and poison your veins, Pump in the truth that you want to belive, praying to God that he'll save you like Eve, Every, lost, chance, to, forgo the past makes you stricken and blind,
The only, tune, you dance, to, is all of the facts that you force in your mind.
It's never, that, easy, to give up delusion and fall into line,
Hiding, from, the, truth, you'll only see when you open your mind
You look with your eyes to follow your faith, never accepting what may be your fate
You do not, seek to believe, you just seek, to receive
Your greatest sin, is knowing greed, you only want but don't know what you need
Hating the truth when it doesn't agree, "But how do you know?"
Cause You Live In Misery  
Mental athletics your jumping through hoops made of fire and brimstone when fighting the truth and you try to defy all the signs and the proof by saying your feelings have something to prove.
You're lost in your mind and you must hate it there, know that your broken and cling to your fear, believe what you feel cause that's all that you know, thinking you're right tell me how does that go? How much success have you gotten to show, How much regrets have you buried in snow, blossoming doubts in the warming of weather, refusing to listen and think it gets better,
How much more pain till you've added it up, intentions so pure but your soul is corrupt
You know your sin and you wear it with pride, expecting a chance when you fail- not this time.
Avestani Sep 2018
The terror of this illusion of peace is its reality
It leads you to a false solution then drowns you in misery
Theres nothing left to gain,  even when you feel the pain
And the gods will not explain,  why all of us will die in vain
I am sick of the illusion that everything will be OK.
I'm sick of your delusion and I refuse to ******* pray
I'm not looking for answers  to these question that I have
I'm won't support your cancer, I rather death than faith, you're mad.
I'm done with the same old **** that you instill at children's birth
I won't be a slave to it a cog to help your system work
Spare me the theatrics all you do is ******* whine
I won't be your answer I won't support your divines
It's takes man to break to find out how to put together
It takes a soul to shake to make it throughall of the fetters
Illusions so pristine when you get your fill you look back at the scene
Delusions fall apart so slowly by the seams
Left alone in the final act
You know you can't make it back
Chaos it drive you to remake your bed
Lay on roses but forget the thorns around your head
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