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 Apr 2016 - Aquamarine
effaced
all i wanna ******* do is cry
and scream
and hurt myself everyone else
i want to be ******* okay.
22 Credits.
Is all I need.
22 Credits.
And I can be free.
22 Credits.
I just need this small deed.
22 Credits.
And I can finally... be me.
STOP... there is no use in thinking like that
STOP... put the razor down
STOP... don't cry at your desk, it isn't worth it
STOP... tell them the truth
STOP... don't tell the girl all of your secrets
STOP... don't ask her to come in with you
God, if only i could have carried a
STOP....
Sign around with me.
If only i would have listened to my consious,
constantly telling me to
STOP...
and rething what i was doing.
To
STOP...
and put myself first
to
STOP...
and think of what i'd be thinking now.
If i could tell myself back then what i know now,
I would say, those thoughts are not true
the lines you create will forever be regretted
the kids at school don't care if they upset you, don't show them your tears
Tell them the truth, because so much would be different today if you do
The girl who knows everything about you, will use it against you later
and making the mistake of letting her in with you will run through your mind every day
but mostof all, keep going
don't STOP life just because you are sad.
Don't STOP dreaming
Don't STOP fighting
and most of all
don't STOP breathing
 Apr 2016 - Aquamarine
effaced
im worse than before.

at this point i dont even talk about it anymore.

i have a feeling that ill get so bad

that ill finally have the guts to end it all.

i talked to two adults who were supposed to be able to help me,

all they did was make excuses for him.


oh well,

not like i expected them to really be able to help.

now i can say i reached out...

now its definitely their fault,

they cant say i was selfish and didnt reach out.
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