A little loneliness
that is all I want
But the world is an old TV
it can't be turned off
pictures fuzzing
sounds humming
emotions being tossed about
Just now I was hit by
a huge yellow ball of anxiety
followed by a yell:
"Come on, throw it back! Be a part!"
But I didn't want to be a part
so I did nothing but let it go...
A little loneliness
That is all I need
before I jump into the next moment
conflicts between outside and inside. Sometimes I hope the outer life is a TV set and there is a button to shut it off.