Another one is gone
Tomorrow there won't be anyone
I still ask myself what I've done
I still ask myself what I'm doing
And what makes them go away
I ask myself if I really need them
Cause I'm sure they don't need me at all
I don't need to be necessary
Such like all the people I ran after
I just need to exist
Cause I'm neither one of the crowd
And I still ask myself what they've done to me

Nothing will save me and nothing will **** me
He never came and I feel just like he's gone
And I wish to be as abstract as my dreams

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I've done all that they told me to do
I've changed all the times they wanted
I've always apologized for all the pain they gave me
I've lost all my feelings and I'm still wrong for them

I can't erase the image of me in their mind
Whoever I really am, I'm just what they say

They trow me in flames
and they ask me why am I killing me
They ask me «why do you care»
Then they ask me «why don't you care»

They want to see me full of feelings
But they don't want me to show my pain
They want me perfect
And they want me carefree
They want to hear mellow words
And they want me thoughtless

*And the others are just the others
and none measure them