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AncientFlower Nov 2015
I hate that I love you
I hate that I think about you
I hate that I miss tou
I hate thinking about the good times we had
All of it gets me riled up and mad!
But then, the anger dissipates and I become so sad...
I feel so alone
A feeling so cold
Having no one to lay down with and hold
No one to share those rainy days with
No one to call my name in my home
No one to share my successes with
No one to laugh at my jokes
No one to say bless u after I sneeze
No one...
I'm so alone...
AncientFlower Nov 2015
***, i been thinking about u all night.
Can't wait to get to the office.
You're so awesome...sweet, handsome, tall, gentleman.
Loving my new job,
But u make it better.
I do my best to act cool like u don't drive me nuts. Inside...i got butterflies like that MJ song.
Oh my goodness! There you are headed my way. Such a great smile, seeing you, u make my day!
You say good morning, offer me a cookie  and tell me I smell so good.
Co-worker notices I got a crush...she waits for the perfect time and asks you so I can hear...How's your girlfriend doing?
My heart instantly cracks in two!
***! I can't believe it! I had no clue...you were already taken!
My crush turned into terrible anguish!
I felt embarrassed too!
The chemistry we have...i know u felt it too!
You led me on! Why didn't you tell me!
You knew I liked you...
I am so through!
My heart was so ready for you...
I ask you, why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend?
You say, it didn't come to mind...
But you acted like you liked me...he said I do, you're a cool friend.
My heart crushed and cracked...
ALL OVER AGAIN...
AncientFlower Nov 2015
I do it cause of divine flame not for fame or ill gotten gain, jumpin on the heavenly love train, crossin thru them pearly gates, hell hates angels like me, who work only for good, in an insane world the righteous looked upon as INSANE, BEGIN THE HOUSE OF KARMIC PAIN, for all those wicked souls, He told us in the ANCIENT scrolls, beware of the heathen and false gods and false signs of heaven! DO NOT BE DISMAYED! religion is a prison, that holds what you give it, ur soul and mind, time and dimes, earned money! sweat n blood! open ur mind and realize the true livin, life with no limits, its all in the balance, no labels, only understanding, raising and deepening ur mentality eternally, spirituality uplifting, shining, chakras lit, yin and yang, do your thang, dancin through the stars throughout the galaxy, metaphysical dimensions, ascension, heaven, hell, what is it really? fear tactics? don't work on me, cause i roll with divinity, electricity flowin through my veins, ENERGY! brains vibin with the few who can hit that frequency, growin lovin and teachin, WE, beyond all measurement, balance is what i reach to represent, in all ways possible, loving life beyond all physical, esoteric, magical, mystical, peripheral, hard and gentle, beautiful and terrible...meet me in the middle, heavens gate in the mind...The Holy Book is stranger than fiction, i am addicted, to His word, i want and need and thirst for more, this is a Holy War. My spirit needs peace, divinity I release when time comes, He knows where i be, my heart manifests, my mind catches up, no time to be corrupt, how high can one go, eternal mountain climbing, reap what u sow, spirit soaring so hig rebirth in another dimention, divine souls please pay attention, third eye see so fly, bringing us together u and eye, calling all angels good ones only evil ones die, at the hands of the children of The Most High, a spiritual death giving birth to intellect, holy words mine but come from Him The Most High,  DO for others more than u do for self, but be selfish build urself for ALL, love thy neighbor and be well, time will tell, smell the truth in the air, deception cannot compare, righteous sons, men and women, wombs giving forth, suffer little children, unto Him, THE SON SAID, chosen but a few, time is now, can't act u know u knew! Keep it real all the time as i bust this Holy Rhyme!!
AncientFlower Nov 2015
Mind elevation, spiritual transformation, divine creation, scientific contemplation, meditation focused, inner-chi explosive, heart and soul ancient, lyrically be amazin, intellect cravin, answers to QUESTions revealed, a vigintillion miles per nano-second thrill, killin ignorance, study is heaven-sent, militant consistant, break out of submission, the matrix, no fake ****, which pill u takin, everything be changin, so which way u steppin, be conscious of ur decision, due time for persision, open up the third eye, stop sufferin and win the fight, cause all it is is recognize,, the one in the way is no one but eye n eye! YOU in the mirror, wake up with no fear! The time ain't near it's NOW! Strap them boots on, and USE YOUR POWER! Practice makes perfect, I know all y'all heard it, regardless of how u word it, all them isms are limits, don't deny u did it, this is ur chance to grow and not repeat it, dont fake the funk, and wake the &@#$ up! And stop to think before u speak...there aint no revolution without revelation...get outta that box of stagnant repetition...WAKE UP!!!
AncientFlower Nov 2015
i always stay on smile!  not just a lil bit but for a long long while, eternal sunshine, cause my mind stay on the Divine of The Most High! Yesterday, tomorrow And today! I give thanks and pray everyday, 24~7! Wake up with a smile, thru peacefulness or goin thru trial n tribulation! Most High is my focus and inspiration! I give The Ancient of Days props everywhere I go! He is my love and He gets me thru! He is my Father! He is my Boo! Blessings peace and righteousness 2 all who see me! Cause I know He blesses those that bless me and thee! So, I crack a spiritual smile with my heart n soul! Eternally, and it never gets old  leave n u with a peace n blessing i throw up my two fingahs... N walk away like a ninja.
AncientFlower Nov 2015
Who am i?
Does it matter? Who are you? Do you care to know? Maybe we are one and the same...sharing the same pain because of where we come from. Dancing to the same drum. Looking to have fun trying to avoid that same bullet from the enemies gun...we're both growing and learning...mistakes made, lessons learned. The fire within us both continues to burn...soon we learn while laughing at the same joke, we've both fallen hard, in love inhaling all the smoke from that heavenly herb...we found true love in a place that gives us none. You have helped me see who i am by showing me who u are. Our spirits shine inspite of the dimming souls around us...the ghetto can be a horrible place, but we carry on the path we found this special thing...now we can sing the song of ****** thru the complexity of negativity we are surrounded by...u and i become one, making love so passionately, *******, but oh so tender...EVERYTIME is greater than the last...im your lady, u my man...we fall n dream in eachothers arms. Wake up the next sunrise to do it all again...
AncientFlower Nov 2015
sOMETIMES aLL i nEED tO dO iS sMILE
nO mATTER hOW lOW i aM fEELING
i cHOOSE tO sMILE sOMETIMES aND iT hELPS gET mE tHRU tHE dAY
sO SMILE...
iT mIGHT hELP yOU tOO...
AncientFlower Nov 2015
My hope is for all my sons to live happy, successful lives.
My hope is for all my sons to have healthy children and great wives.
My hope is for all my sons to have compassion for their brothers.
My hope is for all my sons to never let anything or anyone come between them.
My hope is for all my sons to remember me and that my memory is a happy one in their hearts forever.
My hope is for all my sons to fear The Most High and walk the straight and narrow path of righteousness.
My hope is that my sons stand strong against any evil against them.
I love you all my sons...so far so good...
AncientFlower Nov 2015
Everyday I'm tested, Most High corrected, meditation blessed and, mind and spirit strengthend, God asked, I raised my hand, chosen in this strange land, warrior confident, Shaka Zulu Aztec, DNA divine, soul spirit mind, heavens gate and beyond, Zemyrah won, on to the next one, trials and tribulation, focused meditation, my sword stays sharpened, with Gods word I march in, like Neo lady righteous!
AncientFlower Nov 2015
All the answers are already within...
silence the mind...
thats where to begin...
love urself enough to take the time, to master yourself, and mold your life into what you desire it to be...
thats my heaven...
KNOWING GOD IS KNOWING YOURSELF...
AncientFlower Jan 2015
"Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking..."
-MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON
SMILE- Michael Jackson: http://youtu.be/2HsJ7CgmIVM
AncientFlower Nov 2015
No time for what's wack! The Most High's got my back, Thru the path I have chosen, I'm understandn and knowing, it's lonely at the top, this be dvine HipHop, heavenly power, like a souljah standin in the tower, advising the people, yo here comes the beast! This time war will brin peace, as I use MY PIECE, I got my glock, locked and loaded, I built not stolen, I b Neo Lady Righteous, when I grab the mic, all who breathe the breath of life feels it, good vibes, holy minds, due time!

Spreadin the wealth of knowledge and comprehension, intel on all we do so do well, time will tell like bredren Marely spoke it and sang it, rock dem bells likE RUN DMC rapped it! This is a spiritual gift, todays uplift frm my soul to urs, sistren renaissance rox the universe with this converse, makin all evil disperse back to hell, Holy words makes it freeze over! Brimstone and fiyah! Ahayah is highYah and deepah! Loves us with divine power! Release the angels within, everything u do manifests,  Who u reppin! Don't sit on the fence, decide which side u on and stick with it...unless u wake up in babylon and ur heart speak to u, don't ignore the God within, free ur mind and soften ur heart! I SAY PHAROAH, LET MY PEOPLE GO!
AncientFlower Nov 2015
I thought we had it all as long as we were together. But now the flames have died down because of the stormy weather. I used to miss your sweet kiss...now its like whatever. We say we're in love but actions say otherwise. So we lay in bed n don't even touch. No words just the sound of us breathing. I remember dreaming of laying next to u what i would do. But now after its been done, we just lay here, no fun. I wanna make a move but i don't as i wonder if u feel the same. This is so **** lame. All we did to get together. Now it seems in vain during all this stormy weather.
AncientFlower Nov 2015
WHAT IF
SO CALLED BLACK AMERICANS WERE THE REAL JEWS?
WHAT IF
WE'RE BEING LIED TO ABOUT THE HEBREWS!
WHAT IF
THE LAND OF ISRAEL WAS CREATED AND TAKEN BY FORCE?
WHAT IF
THE SOULS OF BLACK SLAVES IN AMERICA WERE ANGRY AND DESIRED REVENGE?
WHAT IF
THE SO CALLED NATIVE AMERICANS WANTED THEIR LAND BACK
WHAT IF
ALL OF AMERICA OPENED THEIR EYES AND REALIZED
WHAT IF
THE TRUTH WAS BEING HIDDEN TO CONTROL WHAT YOU THINK
WHAT IF
TO KEEP US BUSY BY OVER WORKING OUR BRAINS
WHAT IF
WITH PERVERSE TV SHOWS AND ENTERTAINMENT THEY TRAIN!
WHAT IF
THE INFAMOUS "THEY" WERE ALL AROUND US TWISTIN TRUTH AND GETTIN PAID
WHAT IF
SECRET SOCIETIES WERE HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT
WHAT IF
THEIR MEMBERS TOOK AN OATH N VOWED TO NEVER TELL THEIR SPELLS
WHAT IF
BEAUTIFUL EARTH IS REALLY HEAVEN BUT THEY STRIVE TO MAKE IT HELL FOR US
WHAT IF
ANCIENT WRITINGS WARN US OF ALL THESE THINGS AND WE ARE GODS TRUE CHILDREN
WHAT IF
WE CHOOSE RIGHT FROM WRONG AND ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THING
WHAT IF
WE WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GOOD AGAINST EVIL WAR?
AncientFlower Nov 2015
Makin me wanna holla
Where r my divine scholars
Workin breakin there backs
Gotta make money
Pay Caesar
Instead save ur stacks
Too many displaced peoples
Treated unequal
Unjust, in the Most High We TRUST
Have no fear
Walkin in this valley of the shadows of death
RESPECT our lives
Empty pockets
Modern day EGYPT
BABYLON!
Hellish marathons!
Heaven taken by force! I want a divorce from this wicked land!
My people are like the sands of the deserts
We are the survivors
Descendants of slaves
So brave! But how brave must we be,
Oh burdens have mercy on me!
Sleeves pulled up
Plenty of elbow grease
Sneaks laced, fighting in the ghettos for something to eat...crumbs!
Callin us bums
In the slums, eyes open, hopin we make it!
Watch yo back! Prrrrrrat! Prrrrrrat! Is all we hear innocent blood spilled on the concrete
wheres the love between us?
AncientFlower Nov 2015
I love your kiss
So juicy
So tasty
Your tongue touching mine
So in love
So divine
Under the sheets
As the rain hits the window
Lightening strikes
Thunder roars
Love is so spicy
You turn me on so bad
I love our bodies as they become one
Sweat covers us
As our spirits intertwine
Making love with u is the best
Positions I have never imagined
Feeling things never felt
Pull my hair
Spank me
Im yours to do what u will
Its all so good
I want this feeling forever
Ur so fine on my mind
Even hours after...

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