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Amé G Oct 2016
You are an apple.
Outside, smooth and clear
No blemishes:
A glossy film of perfection.
Yet dig deep
And you will find browned flesh
rotten from wretched thoughts,
Made foul by cruel words.
No life is left in your core.
How wise the insects are
To sense the nature of a fruit by its scent.
But how gullible are people:
To pick the most beautiful.
Amé G Mar 2016
Too mature to be classed as a child
Yet too inexperience to be seen as anything more
I crave someone to stay beside me
But I'm too proud to appear vulnerable

I distract myself with hobbies,
to fill the cavity in my chest
All the while my ribs feel like they're bursting
So I look for a means to pour out my heart

I can't think without giving words an uneven rhythm
But the paper infront of me remains blank
I like to keep things neat and tidy
Yet my poems are often messy

I prefer my own company
But I easily tire of being alone

I hate to let you see my cry
Yet I also hide my smile from your gaze
I've been told I "don't have any real feelings"
While struggling to hold back my tears
Amé G Dec 2015
There was girl in she mirror,
Who looked just like me.
Yet somehow seemed wilder,
Her long locks free.

We'd talk for hours,
About my enigma of a world.
I'd tell her my stories,
My fears, my dreams.
She'd listen.
Silent.
Never sharing her own experiences,
Quiet.

Now I question whether she ever had any.

I met her again yesterday,
The girl in the mirror.
Told her I wanted to
Be
Not just anyone,
Her.
Rid of my responsibilities,
And in possession of hers:
None.

The next bit seemed only logical.
In I stepped;
and out she went.
Her smile feral, cunning.
Told me to keep her space,
Warm.
So I did.
For her heart did not beat,
Not like mine
And her skin was like cool glass —
No red tears pumping through her veins.
Not like mine.

A corpse, if I didn't know better.

So now,
From the mirror I watch
Her laughing, smiling
— pretending not to be an imposter,
While I stand in her small spot,
A caged bird.

So now,
Melancholy is my every breath,
Because somehow nobody acknowledges my absence,
Or the foreign presence amongst them.
No one notices.
Because no one cares.

— The End —