I am an outcast from faraway lands,
I search for forgiveness and mercy.
I am a prodigy of disaster and a bringer of commotion.
I seek judgment and upbringing.

Lo and behold, a sinister of an imbecile.
I am a disgrace in my kin.
I find myself tormented by absolution.
In which I couldn't find answers,
only options.

I am depressed.
I am sad.
I seek for help.
And help I wished not come.

Drowned in sorrow and woe,
I find myself in delusion that
this thing I am suffering would end briefly.
I wish for prayers beyond my grief.

As palms sweat by every second,
a feeling of fear arise at hand.
The future may hold something dear,
live by its rules,
live through each pain,
live throughout each day.
How can one be astonished throughout the day,
when all I hold on to within is fear and anxiety.
God help me,
God save me.

I,
You,
Beer,
Lights,
Sounds and Headbang.

How can we stop the time?

stella and blue moon this time.
mixed in one glass.

your
lips
to
your
glass
to
mine.

sip,
kiss,
hug,
kiss.

cheers!

that's all I need.
that's all you want.

that's all I need,
you is all I need.

How can I stop them?
You’re officemates,
You’re soon to be so-called "wife"

How can I keep you from them?

This is all we had,
Saguijo is our crib,
our enchanting place for a couple of hours.

your hand,
slide to mine.

your lips touch mine,
we walk on the street as we own it
we talk under the moon,
waiting for the sun to rise and shine.

but it never happen,
you just escort me to our last stop,

bid your last goodbye.
your last kiss for this week.

wishing for the next round,
next, "see you"
next back to routine,

from ex-lover to mistress but wait.

no *** this time.

congrats.

to the so-called wife.