Dear Future Self,
Did you get everything you dreamed of?
More? Less?
Did you make it to the top, like you thought you would?
Or did you go the opposite way
Down in the dumps, salvaging off banana peels
struggling and scraping to get by
or never worrying about your next paycheck
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you have everything you need
Are you loved?
If you are, by who?
Future self, don't be discouraged
You made it
-Your past self

If I told you what I really wanted
Would you run away from me?
Because the lust is there, mixed with the love somewhere
In my heart I guarantee.
You don't know me like you should,
Granted if I opened up you would...
But the rain won't stop just because you're not crying
Leaves don't just fall, not unless they are dying
And just like the seasons coming and going
Your love changed up on me.

loudest cry for help
screamed for you to notice me
nothing, still in love