How could I be okay, when you're so far away.
How could I smile, when you're not there to help me through the day.
You are my light..
That once shined so bright.
But now you're dimming out,
The farther you grow away from me.
I thought I could hold you tight,
But how could I?
When you don't want to be by my side.

How could I be okay, when you're so far away.
How could I smile, when you're not there to help me through the day.
All I see is darkness, surrounding me.
I need my light, to shine over me.
Take me in your arms,
Tell me everything will be okay.
I reach for your hand,
But you pull away.
Watch me as I slowly drown,
I scream for you,
But you don't hear a sound.

Everyone always leaves me alone,
Alone with my thoughts.
Those thoughts that drag me back to that dark place,
I know as home.
That place filled with darkness, and pain.
Where I am slowly drowning,
Gasping for air.
Reaching out for a hand,
But no one is ever there.

Paint the skies, black and blue.
For it represents, what I feel for you.
Pain and misery, is what I feel.
And it is the only thing, that I believe is real.
Look into my eyes,
See all of the lies, I have spoken.
All the promises, I have broken.
Tears of misery, run down my cheeks.
And my broken heart, leaks.
The blood of life,
The life I never lived.
Take my hand, and mend my sorrow.
For I shall not be here, tomorrow.
You've taken away, all I ever had.
And all I ever had was you.
You were my heart,
And I cannot live without my heart.
When it is broken, shattered, and torn apart.