The absence of feeling is what I have
The tears just wont flow
The words just wont form
The emptiness she gave me
Is the emptiness she had
The pain we never saw
Until she went away
And now we are left
With questions that don't have answers
And stories that don't have ends
Because she truly wanted to disappear
And she didn't wish to be found

I finally understand the meaning of being
"Lost in my mind"
The thoughts consume me
And will soon eat me alive
I am left with an inconsolable pain
Undeniable frustration
And an emptiness from which I cannot recover
And finally I understand
This is what she felt all along