i sleep in school
y well if u r passed out people wont bother u
plus they get mad and then they slowly start to give up on u
and next thing u know u r failing
and they arent on ur *** for it
ur parents may be
but not the teachers u dont like
so i sleep in school to avoid everything
and being the outkast
and so everyone doesnt talk to me
that is y i sleep

when your sitting in class
you are bored and tired
you hear nothing the teacher is saying
and you are wondering why you are here

high school isn't for everyone
some people drop out
some people get suspended so many times
others get expelled
some just don't care

but yet think about this
four years may seem like a lot
but a lifetime of working fast food for two years
of not going to school seems pretty silly now doesn't it

i feel like im gliding down a stream
i see the trees and the beutiful skyline above me
those are my happy days

i feel like im racing down a waterfall
i see nothing because it all goes by too quickly for me to focus on anything
those are my stress days

i feel like im in the middle of an ocean
in a raging storm where the waves are huge and feel like im going to drown
those are my anger days

i feel like im in the middle of an ocean
all alone the days feel like weeks and no one is there to care
those are my depression days

somedays though i feel like im in all of those conditions at once and by the time i get home from wherever i am at i feel empty and out of breath ready to crawl into my bed and say goodnight and never want to wake up but at the same time wanting to stay alive but wondering if it is worth it anymore

i sit and i cry
in the silence alone
in the dark i feel faded
as if im not here anymore
wishing with all my might
someone will save me from this hell
but everytime no one does
i cant complain its not that bad to be alone
when you are so used to it
that being alone is all you need anymore

when you start to fake sick so you have to stay alone
and in the dark sleeping all day
you feel peaceful
away from every human being on the planet in your room away

the world's people is like a box of choclates
if you take the right choclate it will be sweet and yummy
if you take the wrong one it leaves a bad taste in your mouth
just like people
some are really good to you
and some treat you like **** and you dont see it becaue it is your friend she would never do that to me but others sure see it
and some walk all over you and you just dont have the courage to get rid of them
and some of them are 2 faced lttle ******* who you honnestly cant stand but you ******* tollerate it for so long and sit back and think why did i let it get that far