shrumeling

Jan 2018

CK Baker

Obituary

was he loving
was he kind
did he always speak his mind

was he thoughtful
was he warm
did he listen, and conform

was he faithful
was he loyal
did he tinker, did he toil

was he patient
was he tough
did he dream, big enough

was he funny
was he wise
did he brim with dull surprise

was he humble
was he vowed
did he always make you proud

was it sudden
was it slow
was there nothing left untold

was he ready
was it time
was forgiveness left behind

#death #forgiveness

Jan 2018

everly

my luvebog

oooohh i just wanna squeeeze you
and give you a bunch of kisses and the
longest hug while you tell me about your weekend

tty tmm..?

shrumeling Dec 2017

1,000 Years

If we had
   1,000 years
to live together,
   it still
      wouldn't
           be
              enough.

My love, I can't get enough of you.

#love #years #time #together

Dec 2017

Buckley Grace

I am stronger.

You ***** me.
And all your friends thought it was a joke.
You ***** me.
And I blamed myself for weeks.
You ***** me.
And I still do.
You ***** me.
And my parents called your parents to talk about it.
You ***** me.
And I’ve never felt so embarrassed in all my life.
You ***** me.
And a year later I saw you at Waffle House.
You ***** me.
And all I want to do is drink.
You ***** me.
And it did not leave physical bruises.
You ***** me.
And it left bruises on my soul.
You ***** me.
And I am still not broken.
You ***** me.
But you have not won.

#pain #**** #hurt #metoo #depression #strength #stronger #empowerment #love #anxiety

Dec 2017

C

lifetimes.

and if this lifetime
is not for us
i swear
i will search for you
in every other lifetime
and perhaps in one of them
i am yours
and you are finally mine