You and me
We ll never be
What i really wanted us to be
And i dont know
If i should hold on
Or just let u go
Cuz it's breaking my soul
And u act like u dont care
I gave u my all
But as it seems im just too hard to love.

If you take my hand, i wont let you go
That is something i really want you to know
And if tomorrow brings fear in your eyes
Ill be right there, sitting by your side
Hold your hand in mine,
Grasping for this very moment, as the time is passing by
Look into my eyes with faith and hope
Giving my all, just to make a chance for us both
And believe me when i say
Next to you is a place where i want to lay
And listen to your heart beat and your breath
If u take me, ill be yours till my death
It may sound little corny, yes i know
But the feeling behind never failed to show
That i miss u with every second that passes by
You are the reason for my growth, my happiness and my smile.
You are the sun that rises at the dawn
Glimpse of joy, but i just pray it's not all that wrong
You are the moon that i gaze upon
They say home is a place, but wherever you are is where i belong

Only thing im searching for,
Hidden somewhere in my true form.
A place i can call my own,
my sanctuary and my home.
A litte peace in my head
Where i can escape from this existential dred.

I have this terrible feeling,
That im just not enough.
And no matter what i do or say
We were just a love story that never begun.

I drown myself in alcohol,
So my brain cant think at all.
I wasted most nights all alone.
Searching for a feeling i call my home.
But nothing is mine to own.
They say,
Stop feeling broken and sour.
So i drown myself in pills and liquor,
Cuz for me that's only working cure.
Even the music cant help no more,
Small wooden box, my deathwish, my final decor.

You cant escape reality
When it hugs you like a casket
Ready to burry you deep into the ground


-FreeMind