You have 30 days left to live what do you do
Do you decide to fly
You might ask who
Who wants to fly, so you go get high
Perhaps your afraid to die
So you go and try to preserve yourself
Will you finally build that shelf?
You feel death’s breath on the back of your neck
You look like a wreck
Will you fix yourself up
Will you get a present for your son
Give him a pup
Look at the sun
For the last time
See the starlight shine
30 days left and you can’t decide what to do
Who am I to say who
Who will do what
I don’t want to die
Do you want to die?

I wish I had one last chance
To hold you in my arms
To see you smile
The thought of you being gone defiles
The memories we shared together
I wish I had one last chance
To hear you laugh
To listen to every paragrah that you spoke
To laugh together at one last joke
To have a war of pokes
Now that your gone I feel deaths fingers on my neck
I begin to choke
I wish I had one last chance
To roleplay with you
To exchange crazy ideas
To have an ideal party
To  hear you say I’m not smart as I call you a smarty
To smell your scent
To know your listening as I vent
To see your eyes shine
To know your mine
To sip on wine
Your gone and I’m having trouble living
I wish I had one last chance
To listen as you educate
To go an skate
To get away from the harsh world
To watch you unfurl a flag
To play tag
You left me all alone
It hurts inside to know
That you didn’t think you could talk to me
I wish I had one last chance
To be with you

Do you want to stay with me until we’re a 109, baby that’s the number that comes to my mind when I think of all the years I wanna spend with you.
Your love is my drug more addicting than **** and more intoxicating than any alcohol. I crave your acceptance I thirst for your love, I want you all to myself, I don’t want to share, baby you’re my air, I need you to live, I need you to breath, Ohh I need you, I need you, Ohh I need you, I need you.
Your body is prettier than any jewelry, more valuable to me than diamonds or gold. Your beautiful, your beautiful, its true. I crave your acceptance I thirst for your love, I want you all to myself, I don’t want to share, baby you’re my air, I need you to live, I need you to breath, Ohh I need you, I need you, Ohh I need you, I need you.
Baby you can be my hope, a reason to change, my own god, an angel, my personal savior. Release me of my bonds. Take these chains off of me, & set me free, free ,I’m free, finally free. I crave your acceptance I thirst for your love, I want you all to myself, I don’t want to share, baby you’re my air, I need you to live, I need you to breath, Ohh I need you, I need you, Ohh I need you, I need you.
Oh you’re a block I can’t seem to move on, I can’t seem to find away around you, you’re my world, I’m stuck on you, stuck on you, stuck on you.
Craving your acceptance and thirsting for your love.

I crave your acceptance
I thirst for your love
I don’t want to share
Baby you’re my air
I need you to live
I need you to breath
You never see how much I struggle
To make you see the trouble
I go through to have you look at me
I feel these emotions flow through me like the sea
Will you please just notice me
Take a second to talk to me
Will you set these terrible thoughts free
I can’t hold them in anymore
It’s emotional war