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 May 2018 Dazed Dreaming
c
I am quiet in a line of on-lookers, big-thinkers, hell-raisers
I sing a song to a corner in the room
It winks and blinks along the beat as
Large shadows confidently raise their arms in triumph.

I am sitting still, a floating ocean depth silence
Watching waves crash and clatter miles overhead--
What fun they must be having out there in the world!
Where the blue is sometimes yellow or pink and
All one knows is not only the dark, deafening hush of
Blue--Where
The colors really taste like they advertise:
Savory sweet honey orange, supple plump green melon,
Ripe for the picking, these--

These are the pickers.
With their power-tool loudness, their "I can fix it!"
The red-runners, the green-makers.
Their lawns rolling out like gold ****** dresses
Reveling in their own chaste gold underskirts under a matching
Gold sun
The earth bowing her shoulders to make room

I am the crisp subtle crunch between bites
The shamed blouse of the *****
The sufficiently watered bud among a field of tall daisies
The pause in your breath
The silence of an empty house

The quiet lemon shavings left on
The quiet cutting board,
Bleeding rind by way of knife

The metaphor in a poem -- waiting in quiet verse
To rear its head to the reader

How many empty glass bottles can you shove into a bag
Before it all leaks out the bottom
I am the bottom
A soft reflection in the train-car window

I see you all.
I hear you.

I don't know quite yet if
I understand you
Rambling on in high buildings with your
***** reared high.
Whether love is just temporary obsession or
If one can make it to death without truly living.

But I do know, quite often, that there is meaning
In complete
Silence.

--
c
 May 2018 Dazed Dreaming
japheth
i can’t wait

for you to leave me.

i can’t wait

for you to love me.

i can’t wait

for you to suddenly
disappear
leaving me with nothing
but questions

and

ghosts of you
scattered across every place
i look at.

i can’t wait

for you to suddenly
message me
saying,

“everything’s alright.”

comforting me with your embrace,

removing the tears
i’ve spent thinking of
endless possibilities —
which most are negative.

i can’t wait

to fall again
knowing that
at the end of the height,
i’d be welcomed by

a hard

concrete

floor;

cemented by

life’s greatest work — fate.

i can’t wait

to stop

o v e r t h i n k i n g.

put me out
of this misery,
by telling me

“i’m here.”
you know anxiety attacks you suddenly? especially when you don’t expect it at all?
i’m having one right now.

so instead of sulking, here’s a ****** piece i made. this is what goes on my mind at its rawest.

i present to you, me in my purest form. my darkness which i try to fight everyday.

but instead of giving in, i give it out. i weave this uncoventional thread to art.

i’ll thrive.
About a year has passed since I spilled my heart and soul over a keyboard,
Finding my stability has probably been the hardest part of this past year,
And letting go of an old love was much harder..
struggling for a bit, I was able to help myself find a new, healthier better start.. the one I’ve been searching for, for years.
I’ll keep in touch with you guys and new poems will be out every Wednesday.
-Sorrows
 May 2018 Dazed Dreaming
Tyler
To love her is as involuntary as each breath I take.
To love her is easy.

I love her because she doesn't realize how beautiful she is.

To describe her I'd call her the moon.
Only blooming at night in secret.
A beautiful challenge.
Never letting anyone close enough to see her truest light.
But I am her exception.
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